i am not sure that if i love him now

maybe the past history will be broken out

please don't call to me again

or look at me in that way

i will regret about that

perhaps love have grown in my heart

i don't want a love story just like the romeo and juliet

also not like the legend

just keep it simple

and away from me

my heart is bleeding when everytime you talk to her

the one you love maybe is my bestfriend

although it may not be true

but when you look at her

your eyesight is gentle and soft

i know i cannot show it on my face

if i cry she will comfort me

and you will just stand in a postition

and look and appreciate how she comfort me

although i am cry

i know you are just focusing on her

but not me 

what can i do

to make me feel as if nothing had happened from all these?