今日去左健健..home..

似左好多..12點起身..

但都要12:30先到..

我用左4個字左右去洗頭.etc..

頭都係無咩點吹..

頭又無gel..

重有有少少傷風..

重要見到識既人..

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唉..

hurt..

之後去左飲許留山..

租碟..

健健屋企隻狗好得人驚(>~~<)..

不過....

我覺得我算係上左堂課??..

番到黎..

唔跳自己做過咩..

still  losing  my  ground..

失去自我..

有d唔係幾舒服..

呃..

遲左番去..

掛住睇honey&clover..

之後..

做maths~~~

maths..

NOTHING..

CHI..

SLEEPING..

GEOG..

TOO..

LUNCH..

M記..

好多人..

P.A..

好煩..

T  ACCOUNT..

呼..唔知ENG會唔會FAIL..?

M痛..真係好痛..

但我平時唔會架喎..

..唉..

好辛苦..

我既心情..=失去自我..

[Intro]
Don't know what day it is
What's going on?
Is this real?
Oh no, no, no, no, no

[Verse One]
I woke up short of breath, but I've still got a long day ahead of me
I don't know what day it is but tell me 'cuz I gotta know who to be
Is this me up in the mirror? 'Cuz I thought it was somebody else
Well it's a realization, when you find out you don't even wanna look at yourself

[Chorus]
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Who do I turn to?
I'm losing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground

[Verse Two]
Well, hit my feet, it time to hit the streets
And get my life back together again
Well, this place is all a masquerade
So tell me where in line can I cut in?
Downtown wandering aimlessly around still don't know what I'm tryin' to find
Well you could flash all the pretty lights in front of me, I still won't see the signs

[Chorus]
Where do I go?
Who do I turn to?
I'm losing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground

I'm losing my
I'm losing my

I'm losing my ground
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I do?
Why do I do?
Why do I do?

Don't wanna go back there
Don't wanna go back there
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Who do I turn to?
I'm loosing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground
Ground
I'm losing my
I'm losing my
I'm losing my ground.

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your hometown
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself and center clearity
Peace surenity

[Chorus]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing do with you
It's personal myslef and I
We got some straighten' out to do
And im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I gotta go and move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls dont cry
Dont cry, dont cry, dont cry

The path that im walking
I must going on
I must take the baby step til' im full grown, full grown
Fairytales dont always have an happy ending, do they?
And I forsake the darker *** if I stay

[Chorus]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing do with you
It's personal myslef and I
We got some straighten' out to do
And im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I gotta go and move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls dont cry

Like the little school mate in school yard
We'll play jackson and UNO cards
I'll be your bestfriend and you'll be mine long time
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cause I wanna hold yours to
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late and dark outside
Need to be with myself and center clearity
Peace surenity

[Chorus]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing do with you
It's personal myslef and I
We got some straighten' out to do
And im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I gotta go and move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girl dont cry
Dont cry, dont cry, dont cry

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不期然地喜歡上字句..

這個世界上…能夠令真山跑起來的人…只有一個。

「令自己最愛的人…」「愛上自己…」

只是這樣的事而已…

為什麼…我卻好像永遠辦不到。

就這樣永遠地…停滯不前…

「死心」…是應該怎樣做的呢?

決定了「死心」之後…

就應該配合行動吧?

往後的選擇都應該基於「已經死心了」來行…

做出違背真心的行為…

就可以了吧?

那麼將來----

這一切一切…有一天都會消失吧?

連同心裡的這種痛楚…所有所有…

都會消失得無影無蹤?

就好像…沒有存在過一樣…

大家都知道…時間可以令事情像雪一樣消失得無影無蹤，所以什麼都不用說。

初夏時，我在陽台上…

種了紫蘇和羅勒。

在陽光照射下，它們日漸成長。

但７月時的颱風，把最高的一株紫蘇…

攔腰折斷了。

媽媽看了一眼後說－－「不可能活過來了。」

「把折斷的部分拿掉吧。」「這樣做…」

「可以令嫩枝長出來…」「再次長出茂盛的葉子。」

可是我卻猶豫不決，始終未能拿掉斷枝。

因為…斷枝前端的小葉片仍很有生氣。

和沒斷掉之前…毫無分別－－

即使只是一點也好…可以把你的心…

傾向我…多一點點嗎－－

為什麼…我總是愛做夢的呢？

重覆又重覆地…

永不死心。

就像一個不懂變通的傻瓜一樣。

…數天後…我走出陽台，發現折斷了的紫蘇，因抵受不了自己的重量，

而痛苦米躺在泥土上。

媽媽說得對。

夏夜的潮濕空氣，糾纏在沾滿汗水的手臂和身體上。

看來只有把折斷的部分拿掉了。

唯有作出了斷，新的枝葉才能重新長出來。

可是我卻仍然…

無可救藥地猶豫不決。