im not a good decision maker

act on impulse

more proper to say that

no deep consideration

once i was eager for a change

ultimately ...

hahaha

make me an expert on repression ?

but, it's not new-learnt

just to rehearse, make a more profound stamp

tell me not to forget .. the way to forget

有位很聰明的朋友

很會解讀別人所思所想

是好事嗎？還是壞事嗎？

For me, better not to think

not to understand

not to decipher

既然控制不了情緒

就控制思想 ... 吧。

so ...

tell me it's neither an illusion nor projection

唉 ... you never know it