I feel so (bla) these days
(I cant think of a word to describe my mood right now)
It's not happy
not bored
not interested in anything 
not excited
and definitely not sad or feeling negative
I dont even know y
Maybe it's becoz nothing unexpected happen
it's too normal
i cant stand this kind of lifestyle
if it's goes on
i m gonna die soon
i should b happy shouldnt i?
it's just not like me
not being crazy
and laugh with a big voice ALL THE TIME
i sometimes still feels hyper
but not as much as be4
The reasons i can think of is
(dont go 唉~when i say it wo)
(i think Heidi's gonna do that)
anyway
I cant listen to Rainie's song every morning
coz my earphones break
y do they need to break now
when i m trying to save money
to buy some stuff
Another reason is
I cant c MRT in the morning
(which is 99.9% of the time)
that's y
Hope sth interesting is going to happen very soon
and i can get the original me back
God bless me and every1 of u
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