lunch如是者,,好冇空間... 好想好想去問名次,,但係行唔開.. 算,,遲知早知幾時都會知,,等到星期日先算...

到左放學都仲係到搞緊d簿,,點完都仲要係咁跑黎跑去開locker搞埋d野,,仲差d撞到人,,落到去好在冇遲到咋..

唔係又比人鬧喇.." 今日仲係試音,,到左5點鐘都仲未到我,,原本仲以為今日唔會輪到我,,點知..無啦啦2C20..

成為今日最後1組人唱,,唉唉!! 勁唔開心.. miss tong好唔公平呀!! 有咩理由特登"較"到高音支咪最細聲架!!

而中音同低音就可以大大聲喎,,嗚.. 今日唱果d高音個個都好細聲,,死啦..嗚><" unfair呀!! 唔開心唔開心><"

細聲到好似冇聲咁喎!! 搞到連我自己都唔知自己係到唱緊d咩野!? 完全係聽唔到,,又比晒我果2個parter姐過晒..

佢地支咪又要鬼火咁大聲,,唉.. 我feel到自己好唔掂囉,,入又慢左半拍,,又走走地咁,,又冇聲..嗚T^T...

唉,,我唔想我既心願就咁就毀於1旦,,唔想我唔想呀!! 我比左心機架喇.. 我要入到圍呀><"

唉,,唱完走人,,竟然見到佢返黎啵@@" 跟住仲係門口到見到呀媽同呀mo佢地2個等我放學添呀!! 感動..>3<"

跟住就1路行就1路同佢地講返我d野.. 唔開心既事點解係要愈黎愈多仲要愈黎愈大架,,好煩惱呀..

唔開心係1樣好容易傳染既傳染病.. 我講既野呀媽同mo都好同情,,所以轉轉話題,,轉完都仍係另1個唔開心既話題..

唉,,就係社啦啦隊,,green hse冇架喇.. 死左條心佢,,心已死... 好煩呀,,唉... 帶住沉重的煩惱雜感心情回家......

返到去睇下d通告先知原來呢個星期6就要開始cyc 1連串既couses,,完全冇傾過,,冇左件事咁..

仲醒起d日期同choir d練習時間撞到正1正,,同呀媽傾左好耐都傾唔掂,,唔知點好,,無論我點揀都好,,

我始終都要放棄是但1樣野,,點解做個好既choir member,,同埋做義工都要放棄咁多野,,唉,,好煩呀我而家..好辛苦..

*ps.我咩都唔想放棄,,但我唔係super man,,我真係分身不暇.. 點都好,,聽日都要做出1個殘忍既決定......

原來唔只我有好多煩惱問題,,佢都有,,可悲的又係因為miss tong.. miss tong實在太有原則喇,,規例都不在乎人情姐><"

**其實我係睇到既,,說我是瞎乜只是希望自己能大方1點,,不再孩子氣......

病病地,,冇乜胃口,,食白粥,,都未嘗係1件壞事既,, 原來心情乜能影響食慾...