what i want to do may not be true

why i must insist and so stuborn

the world is so large and many things i have to consider

i really have to feel with my heart

do rily what i should do rather than only i want to do

no soul no meaning....no good

today no mood...dun go to run ...not only nil even bad

where is my happy feeling??? i have to find it back

may be i am so emotional .... periodically bad mood...

no reason...i also dun know why..may be many many little

difficulties make this happen, =.=.....just want to have some space