every time when i'm unhappy
many of my fd are unhappy too

it's because when i only sence they're unhappy
when i'm unhappy

or they're usually unhappy when i'm unhappy

i find that every time
when i'm unhappy
i will type many many diary
but i don't know the topic
i just want to type wt i'm thinking about

since i do that
i know that i don't really so understand myself

i will think many many think
but after thinking
i will forget it
every time when i ask myself
what i was thinking about
i will not know in fact that wt i was thinking about