我..自從上一篇日記..咁寫..比小白見倒之後..佢就再冇揾過我啦...
唉...........我...好掛住佢..可能應該話..太內疚..太對佢唔住..所以..
寫到咁決絶...講到咁..佢唔揾我..唔理我..都正常ge..
我咁樣..算唔算飛左佢..??..,,但係..我同佢都冇一齊過....
雖然咁講法..好似好衰..好乞人憎..好絶情..但係..我真係由頭到尾...
都只係當佢係fd.......我唔可以話佢一廂情願..因為..........
我都冇好好咁同佢講清楚...我根本就唔會中意佢.....
就算我對佢有feel..都只係單純係好感...同中意..係唔同ga.......
但係...我..我我......唉.......內疚又有咩用wo.......
佢唔原諒我..唔通怪佢小器咩......佢咁ge反應..都好正常je....
我...我我...我又憑咩再煩佢wo...........唉...>.<",,
我太自私啦...但係..我真係唔捨得le個fd....我..我我........
我真係情願佢冇中意過我...咁對我or對佢..都係最好ga..
咁起碼..我地會繼續做fd.......................唉..!!
就黎開學啦..我係咪唔應該再揾小白呢..??,,
佢同我都係初中畢業班...而且佢成績..差過我..(雖則咁講好乞人憎..但係..係事實..)
如果我仲咁去揾佢..會唔會影響佢呢..??
佢好似話要努力ga wo.....我好似...去揾佢..好..好似..好衰咁wo..
唉............我個腦就黎爆啦..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
我....我..我我...我............唉...!!,,我唔諗呀..!!!!!
要努力讀書呀..!!..都就開學啦..過埋今年就高中ga la........
要生生性性ga ma..right??,,
聽日就要著番戈條雪白ge校裙...揹番戈個半大不小ge書包....
下星期一正式要上堂ga la..!!,,一定要比心機...
加油...fighting..!!!!!個個同學仔..朋友仔都係..要一齊努力ga..!!!
小白..都係呀...祝你開開心心..健健康康..幸幸福福..快快樂樂..!!
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