今日一早又俾阿媽吵醒左.....要去元朗做一D野.....去搵舅母.....之後等巴士,,老婆打黎,,佢又去左E院,,成日唔舒服.....唉......擔心......之後見到舅母,,佢話左多啦幾句.....話多啦的身體唔好,,頭成日痛,,又唔夠訓.....其實係自己太多野諗姐......不過都控制唔到唔諗......
之後未返屋企,,直踩落西貢補習......嘩.....兩個鐘呀.....好辛苦......不過E家的辛苦都係為左自己的未來姐,,辛苦小小又點可以話攰??之後同阿媽and細佬返屋企,,返屋企途中又傾電話....又俾人話啦.... 多啦都唔想架.....
之後陪阿媽去街市,,好鐘意街市果個感覺,,因為你總可以搵到自己童年時的回憶,,以前成日覺得自己好矮,,咩都好大件,,好高咁....但係不知不覺間,,成為左屋企中最高的人.....o係表兄弟姊妹當中,,排中間的我都係最高......高表哥一D,,不過高唔等於有用.....因為無得扮小朋友買特價票呀....
細個做咩都可以唔理後果,,成日會覺得時間太多,,多到用唔曬咁,,但係愈大個先知道時間愈來愈唔夠用,,細個鐘意o係籃球場打波,,成日會計自己入左幾多球波,,之後慢慢識左一班朋友,,四個人,,打到街場之中,,無人唔識我地....好叻??都唔係多啦的功勞....以前的多啦只係以傳波傳得準最叻.....慢慢大個,,放棄左籃球,,因為發生左一件事.....
之後有一次巧合,,學左踢波,,其實一開始都唔太鐘意踢,,因為點踢都係同人有好大的距離,,心灰過,,當初只係因為鐘意一班人一齊,,不過慢慢就愈踢愈鐘意.....到左E家,,會入左足球隊.....一切都係意料之外......
因為籃球,,足球,,我識左好多朋友,,有D係真心講心的,,但都有D係咩的......唔講啦,,不過唔會後悔過結交佢地,,最小,,曾經一齊開心過,,唔就無問題嗎?人一定要咩都斤斤計較嗎??計到咁又如何??付出一定同收成係成正對嗎??從來唔會係.....所以多啦唔鐘意咩都計得清清楚楚....
兩日前....我曾經差一D做左一D令自己後悔一世的野.....差D殺左一個人.....如果佢今日真係唔在世上的話,,多啦會崩潰.....完全唔識再做下一步......有人話過,,學壞都要講資格同天份....有人可以3分鐘內學壞,,但係多啦可以試過5月左右至8月都學壞,,但係.....完全學唔壞吧.....的確,,小時候曾經話唔去機鋪E D地方,,但係當到左E家,,唔又係同偉哥阿豪成日去.....到底係咪人長大之後,,一定會改變呢??如果多啦要學壞,,一早就可以啦.....但係經過好多事....都係自己唔想去咁做......唉.......
現在終於明白,,點解年年的成績表上面都有同一句話 : 本性善良...自己從來唔覺....不過E家先知道點解.....難怪今日老婆的家姐都同多啦講左D咁的野......(唔講~)
I'm sitting here in a boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens -- and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast , I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens -- and I wonder
* I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning, turning, turning, turing, turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon tree
Da Da-la-da-la-de-la-da
Da-la-la-la-de-la-da
Da-de-le-la
I'm sitting here, I miss the power
I'd like to go out, taking a shower
But there is a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired, put myself into bed
where nothing ever happens -- and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation, I don't want to sit on a lemon tree
I'm stepping around in a desert of joy
Baby, anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen -- and you'll wonder (*) |
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我坐在這裡，在一個無聊的房間裡
又是一個下雨的週日午後
我在浪費時間，無所是事
我到處閒晃，為了等妳
但什麼事也沒發生----讓我不禁懷疑
我開著車到處閒逛
我開得太快，開得太遠
我想改變我的看法
我覺得好寂寞，為了等妳
但什麼事也沒發生----使我心生懷疑
我想知道怎麼回事，我想知道為什麼
昨天妳跟我提到蔚藍的天空
而我所能看到的卻只是一棵黃色的檸檬樹
我把頭上下轉動
轉啊轉的，轉個不停
我看到的只是另一棵檸檬樹
答啦答…………
枯坐在此，全身無力
我好想出去沖個澡
但有片沈重的烏雲在我腦海裡
我覺得好累，倒頭就睡
那兒什麼事也沒發生，讓我不禁懷疑
孤獨，對我來說不是件好事
孤獨，我可不想枯坐在檸檬樹下
我在歡樂的沙漠裡遊走
寶貝，無論如何我都會找到另一個玩具
任何事情都可能發生----讓妳不禁懷疑
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