雖然只係一個故事
但．．．都係一次
冇力量既傷害！ !!
嗯...我唔知我寫乜
今天...我想早點睡覺
不慣常地...比平時早了十六分鐘...
天還沒亮......
拖著身子在漆黑中如貞子般爬行...
[[...黑髮飛舞於面前...連撥的氣力也沒有...實不知是沒氣力...還是懶得動...]]]((假若這是螢光幕...妳是觀眾...
想必甚麼也看不到...人景合一...是黑影...牢牢地困住了妳)))
不... 只是疲累
花幾秒...從瞳孔看到鏡...
縱不清晰...但凝望著...
「妳很憔悴!」說...
「無謂付出!」想...
手不自覺往眼袋輕掃...好像想把黑圈掃去...
但黑圈在同一位置...沒變...沒滅...
悄坐地上...不知從那來的水由心到眼湧出...
乾渴的面頰...接著相當沈重的...水
眼蓋了片比紙巾還薄...紙紗更輕的玻璃...
輕...薄...眨眼...怎也不破...
水...流不斷
然後...勉強爬起來...開始...十月二十九日...
today...test...
as i didnt have enough sleep last night...
i told myself...u cant stand on...but...u must stand on...
was i trying to drive myself crazy?...
mammy drove me to mcdonalds
before i took off the car...
mammy touched my cheek...how warm was her hand...
entered mcdonalds...found yanie...started revision...
walked slowly to school...
integrated science...
invigilator...miss fung...
quite a simple paper...
but i done it poor...
history...
e-sim-wong...not enough time...
she didnt notice us the time left
i cant see the clock...
missed few question
......trouble
pth...
a fool...
daydreaming every moment!!!?!
time consuming...
i say u!!! not me!!!
how can u be a teacher like this!!!?!
back to home...stop everything n" lie on the bed...tired...