尋晚有人同我講左d野,,知道左之後,個心好痛好痛,,點解唔一早同我講?點解仲要我成日都好似有希望咁?點解?我做咩都係無用?只係搏取你dd好感,,咁都要打殘我?根本一早預左佢唔會鍾意我,,但係聽到之後,唔知點解都係好痛,,我一直係放棄唔放棄之中掙扎,,我做唔到放棄,,因為我真係好鍾意佢,,我唔可以唔放棄,,因為我已經瘀夠喇,,一直都以為自己有希望,,等我生活都有d衝勁,,為左佢,我已經咩都肯做,,仲想我點啵?所有野已經一一磨滅,,係一夜之間,,我要變得冷血,,見到佢要視而不見,,聽到佢既事要聽而不聞,,我會做到,一定會做到,,呢個日記板,但願佢唔會再出現,,待續......
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