我已經決定左架喇,從今以後,邊個都唔好再理我喇^3^,因為我係衰人黎架...唔好理我... Msn同d fd係咁講,為既唔係咩原因,只係唔想再令任何人唔開心...令到妳唔開心係我呢一世人做得最錯既事情,我希望妳可以開開心心咁生活下去啦^^我都希望妳可以快d唔記得我,快d唔記得呢一段唔開心既記憶,同我一齊既日子,是十分痛苦的,快d唔記得我,同妳d膠杯一齊啦^^ 我唔知道我仲可以點做,我可以做既只有咁多,,一路喊,一路同msn既人講,樣子笑著,內心哭著...呢種感覺真係好難受,聽日番學喇,都係做埋功課佢^^佢唔理我喇,我係唔係好叻牙??我竟然可以令自己鐘意既人受傷,我係唔係衰人呢^^??即使我心內好唔想妳離開我,即使我喊緊都好,令她受傷既始終都係我,我唔值得任何人既原諒...不過我只係想話俾佢知道,我仲係咁鐘意妳架,,咁辛苦我自追番妳既步伐,點解妳唔可以同我一齊跑?點解妳要放棄我?妳口口聲聲話仲係鐘意我,但係妳卻口口聲聲話唔識我......點解牙!!!點解我地唔可以係埋一齊牙??我不嬲對女仔都好衰架,,你可以問牙怡,,我平時上堂見到佢唔係整佢就笑佢,,但係我對妳冇牙!!我已經用曬我既能力,令妳開心,我為左妳可以放棄曬我所以野...點解?依加我唯一希望既係,希望過多幾日,佢可以好似之前咁,理番我,之前佢都係話唔識我架,最後都肯理番我^^...呢一次仲會唔會?我相信如果妳真係鐘意我既話,一定會理番我架!!我一定會等妳架!!...好奇怪牙,,今朝到依加咩都冇食過,水都冇飲過,真係好辛苦牙...嗚嗚,,不過依加我連去飲水既心情都冇,,只係想妳可以原諒我炸...今晚叫左牙爸唔好煮我飯架喇,真係唔想食牙...依加佢唔理我,我仲可以做d咩呢??我做乜都冇心情,只係想妳理番我炸...唔知道我可以捱到幾時呢?不過重點唔係呢一度,而係佢肯唔肯理番我...如果佢永遠都唔肯理番我既話,,我仲可以做咩呢??聽日唔想番學牙,想搵人幫我請假牙!!可惜,傻瓜既朋友已經一個一個咁走曬喇,聽日只可以番學啦...聽日唔想咁早起身,冇左佢同我傾計,起身都冇用,更加唔會煮早餐啦 =v=聽日下就不嬲我都唔會食野,又難食到死=v=,,夜晚屋企冇人牙,,佢地個個出曬去飲茶,我已經話左我唔出架喇,因為我想快d番到黎,我真係好想可以同佢傾計,唔知道聽日佢會唔會理番我呢?聽晚先食野啦,如果聽日心情好番既話^^愈打就愈辛苦牙,,好想去飲水,不過當我見到msn佢有on,但係唔肯理我...我始終都係冇飲野...之後成6點既時候,唔知道牙妹係唔係知道我唔開心,佢可能見到我成日都係間房冇出過黎啦,佢拎左支維他奶俾我 =v=,,我仲應承左佢會飲,,不過佢走左之後我都係冇飲到,我依加咩都唔想做,只係想可以同佢一齊,,即使再困難我都唔會放棄!之後見到台上既功課,,諗左一諗,如果想聽日早d番黎既話,就要做曬d功課,唔好留堂ma^^!!所以我決定都係做左佢啦...星期二放學要英文補習班,唔知道果一晚番到屋企佢仲嬲唔嬲我呢?定係仲係唔理我呢?俾左牙妹玩既一個鐘頭,我當然好唔開心啦,隻右眼又好痕,次次唔開心,喊既時候右眼都好唔舒服,不過拎d眼藥水就冇咩事,但係我成個人真係好灰,唔好話眼藥水,飲既水我都唔想飲,我只係想佢理番我...即使再辛苦我都會等落去,因為我覺得係值得既.我唔會放棄!!可能係因為俾牙妹傳染左,定係因為成日咩都冇食過同飲過呢?我覺得真係好暈牙,睇野超難睇,msn有幾多個人on我都睇唔清楚,之後出去拎眼藥水,滴左幾滴之後舒服左好多好多,個人都冇咁攰,隻眼都舒服左好多...屋企一個人都冇,自己玩電腦,始終都係控制唔到自己既情緒,好唔開心...夜晚見到manze on左msn,同佢傾左一陣傾,佢真係好勁牙,愈諗佢愈覺得佢勁,中六><!!聽日番唔番學好呢?如果唔番既話要請假,好麻煩,,如果番既話都係訓覺既姐..好想,,好想聽日一起身,之後佢add我,之後好似上次咁〔做咩唔add我牙?〕...好想聽日佢可以咁add我,呢個時候我應該唔好再迫佢,俾佢休息一下,俾多d時間佢...對唔住牙,令妳失望......
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