我發現我E 排脾氣差左好多...因為佢"琴日傾電話....我先知道原來我地一D 都唔岩傾...而家欣同佢就超岩傾....卡通片我唔鍾意睇既...佢地又好鍾意睇"出街前沖一沖涼...佢地會,我唔會...我一路聽佢地咁岩...我超妒忌呀欣!我真係好唔開心'之後唉....都唔想再提LA~!今日晨鬼咁早番左大埔...訓教教豬@.@

今日我同呀欣約左柏霖哥哥一齊係富亨挽...so happy..    YO~美美去學野所以冇一齊....之後我同呀欣去左搵我媽咪...去左太和...之後媽咪去左美美屋企同美美媽咪傾計....之後我地6點幾就去左食野la~食完野之後我地去學野...10點幾番到屋企我收到一個壞消息就係...我將會冇左2個fd.....因為我為左一d 野而忽略左佢地....而家已經後悔莫及...點解臨轉校d 關係都要攪到咁彊?"唔明...

點解好似個個都好唔鍾意我咁?我好姣?我好賤?一定係我太黑人憎....但係我都唔想...又或者我唔識理人既感受la~

點解我會一次又一次咁失去我既朋友?點解個個都咁憎我?點解??........我岩岩一知道金金同珊唔想再理我既時候....我忍唔到....我喊左出黎....因為太難受la 真係.....唔通友情真係咁兒戲?一唔鍾意就唔一齊玩?咁樣叫朋友?有人話過比我知...係我比人拋棄自己得到既一番說話..."如果你真係當佢係朋友既話,,就唔應該講佢既壞話....而家唔鍾意,,應該同佢講佢做錯既地方...叫佢改..比機會..."但係點解我又會再一次比人唔鍾意,,,唔想同我做fd?咁樣真係好辛苦....係f1-f.2我已經試過左好幾次....之前個d 好短暫....但係係f1既暑假....我成班fd冇再理我...話唔同我玩...唔想再同我做fd....我足足冇左成班fd 成個幾月...日日都諗起d fd...但係唔可以同佢地講野...直至到f2先冇事....但係而家唔開心既野又黎la~我真係唔知點算好....我小學既時候成日叫邊個邊個唔好同邊個邊個玩....而家e d 係咪叫報應?究竟我要忍到既耐...?我之前有諗過去外國讀書....但係同d fd 好番既時候...我只係好想維持一個好既關係....但係岩岩我收到一個唔好既消息之後...我好有衝動想去外國....唔想再留係香港....因為我每年都會比人排斥....個種感覺真係好難受...自己係個冇人理既罪人....會比人講壞話既一個人....

岩岩我想打一段野比呀欣....差唔多打完既時候...佢打左黎....之後叫我等等....之後駁左比柏霖....柏霖知道左我喊...佢叫我唔好喊..."海儀妹妹唔好喊la....乖la....聽話la..!"之後我答佢...."我乖唔到..."之後佢話做咩事喊....之後我答佢"因為我攞左個第一番黎...所以開心到喊...而且仲收唔到聲tim"e 句野係用黎安慰自己同唔想比佢知道我點解喊....之後冇幾耐...呀欣同...柏霖係到講d 好變態既野...攪到我狂係到笑....呀欣同我講....佢為左我做左一件佢都估唔到會做既事....話聽日先話比我知....我好想知佢做左d 咩....不過我驚佢會做錯事....我唔想佢會冇左2個會珍惜同佢做朋友既fd....

今日有咁既事發生...其實我唔想嫁呀欣...對唔住呀..."我冇諗到後果就攪到咁....仲攪到你同我一齊喊tim....我仲記得f1既時候...我同呀欣好唔開心....之後呀欣喊,,,,點知我跟住喊....之後我地講左句野...就係"你喊...我喊....因為我唔想你喊...!!"永不忘記...

呀欣....我諗左好耐....我真係有當佢地係朋友....當然係e 幾個星期我同你同美美係最fd...我係同柏霖玩既過程中...我有諗過我自己係咪忽略左佢地....但係唔知係咪因為我鍾意柏霖...所以我繼續同佢地玩...我都係今日你話比我知原來怇地唔鍾意我咁多野...個時我真係好唔開心....我知道自己可以因為玩而唔理佢地,,,,我應成佢地個日同佢地行...不過我因為想見柏霖而話唔同佢地行番去...我真係好多謝你同我講佢地同你講左對我不滿既野...雖然佢地叫你唔好講....但係你都講比我知...真係多謝你....我而家知道我錯左....但係當我想挽留佢地既時候...佢地已經作出左佢地最後既決定....我知我咁易鍾意人係個錯....但係我都唔想...係真既....我估你都知我個人係好易就信人同鍾意人....當我每次諗我自己係咪忽略左佢地既時候....我一心就係想見柏霖...."我今日先知道原來金金同張穎珊原來係咁唔鍾意我...知道已經太遲....我真心個句....我真係有當佢地係我既朋友....但係我玩既時候我冇理過佢地既感受....我唔係想扮曬野而講e 番說話....係我發自內心....如果我唔當佢地係朋友....我知道金金要轉校.....我唔會為佢流眼淚.....最後我想講既係....我真係唔想一次又一次咁比人唔鍾意....之後唔同我做朋友...我唔想你會做我同金金既中間人...因為我都知好辛苦....金金又就轉校....我驚如果你做中間人金金會唔鍾意...之後唔理你...我驚金金會因為轉校而好難先好番,,,我都唔想你會失去一d 會珍惜同你做朋友既機會既fd....(金金同珊)我以上所講既我真係唔係想懶偉大....我希望你唔好比金金個d 知道我sd 左e d 野比你....thx..."