I think

this is the last choice to talk my story

I

am so disappointed for myself

I can't believe that I hurt a girl

my friend

a 5-years friendship friend

I am sorrowful

since a month

I want to cry 

at night

when everyboby were sleeping

I cried in my sheet

You may ask me

why you care about her

I can only say that

she is a more important girl in my life

She helps me too much

by the way

it is useless what i say

she

don't talk to me anymore

whenever

whereven

we hasn't any eye contact even now

.

.

.

I don't know

when

will we stop the cold war

may be tomorrow

next month

next year

forever

or not

I

don't know

.

.

.

finally

i am singing the blues

I hope 

you can have a wonderful life

as I may can't to be your forever friend

I

will wait for you

and listen that

you talk to me

or

say hi

it's true

not story

OK

.

.

.

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