eventually,

i   come to know the deep meaning of the great fairy tale  The Daughter Of The sea

i  admit that it's such a wonderful  feeling to have someone in your heart .

but it's also very painful  to learn that you are not the one he loves .

...

so ~

life is a string of tragedies ,you will never when next one will happen.

maybe next year , maybe next second.

anyway ,

i say  to myself that we still have 3 years' time in which anything will happen .

so just don't hurry.

i am still confident in myself.

-----------------------------------------------passing away------------

well.

i think i have some problems with my study recently .

it seems that i haven't studied for a long time .

 thinking of other classmates  who get up at 6 o'clock  to practise listening. i feel very ashamed.

so i have to pull myself together .....study study and study .

the temperature here have increased to  26 degree centigrade recently

so summer comes again.

i am extremely worrying about climate change,because the movie 2012  frightened me.

it appear to be very real as if every thing said in it is going to happen and i believe that   there is such a possibility.

so ,i should do everything i want to do before 2012 or i may die with a load of regrets.

so if this really happens ,than it proves that my life is totally a tragedy.