i gradually find out that i am a person who instersted in nothing.

i don't intersted in sports,music or other activities.

i tried to be active,to be a friendly people.

but nothing  was changed.

i don't want to be a person i used to be ,

but i just can't get myself changed.

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oh

i watched the secret life of the american teenagers,

it is a really good one .

and i was deeply moved by Ben whose  girlfriend was pregant with ababy that wasn't his.

but he still offered  to marry her because he love her .

they were all 15years old ,and the love was  so pure that i t left  a deep im pression on me .

but i still wonder if there are men like Ben.

and then i think that i need a guy like Ben too .

but where can i find one .

the girl is so lucky that she can met a man like him.

i wonder  why the god won't give me some surprises.

i believe that i am a person who like surprises ,

for the life is really very boring ,

so dear friends ,

how about planning a surprise for me ~