今日一早就出左去學琴,,好累牙,,尋日食左兩碗白粥(彭恩楠病左),,之後12點幾訓,,今日7點半起左身,,放假好似返學咁,,唉~又餓又累囉,,都唔係點,,又唔識彈喎,,d手指好似痴左咁,,都唔听我講,,好唔容易先學完,,係m記坐左半個鐘頭,,等牙媽,,之後係大家樂食野,,仲同佢講左一d野,,話我以前好仲意將d時間掛到密哂,,一d都冇休息的時間(個時我唔仲意有一d時間浪費牙嘛),,依加想休息都冇啦><"好辛苦囉只知道,,如果再係咁,,我都驚自己出事,,上次開會覺得想嘔,,可能已經係身體出現的警號啦,,如果係咁我都唔知自己會店,,我兩日冇靈修啦點算牙~唉!!

之後食完野,,我自己去左剪頭髮,,個個慧心囉,,一d良心都冇嫁,,又唔夠我,,剪左個seven hair返黎,,本身叫佢唔好剪短,,之係"偷"薄,,仲搞我前陰超短囉,,我諗第日訓醒一定飛起哂,,之後諗返尋日同學同我講個d野,,佢地話愛一個人係冇條件,,無論佢係點你都會接受,,佢地話我成日計算,,仲話我依d係驚後悔喎,,話我依加仲後生怕咩選擇錯喎,,錯左咪最多分手!但我都唔知店,,佢地話一定係就同人一齊,,一係就唔好阻人地d時間,,話依d係自私的行為,,係~我係仲以愛人,,同比人愛的感覺,,但我諗我仲係唔係好識點去愛一個人,,我諗如果要同人一齊,,就要自己知道咩係真正的愛,,費事浪費大家的時間,,傷人地的感受,,自己又唔係好受,,雖然係想....但我諗都係遲d先算,,因我都唔知自己的真正選擇,,佢地話d先生係我的目標對象,,係一個假象,,而唔係真係愛佢,,咁如果佢地講真的話,,咁我愛的又係邊個牙,,我好想知牙,,之後我再問佢地,,可能我地一齊的時候,,大家會仲意大家呢,,佢地話唔好假設咁好野,,依加最重要的係自己點諗,,如果自己想店就要立即去做唔好施,,因為時候會改變左自己的諗想,,最後,,suki講左句好應的,,就係"unlo~你要知道,,你簡人的同時,,人地可能都係到簡緊你!"依句真係好正囉,,咁姐係話我要依著自己的諗想而行啦,,但我真係好驚簡錯牙,,古語有云:一失足成千古恨牙~之後自己心裡面又好矛盾,,一方面覺得自己應該大個d先諗會好d,,依嫁就讀好書先,,一方面就係想試下(一d自己未事過的野),,好亂牙自己,,我自己想店牙,,可能係榮少講得好錯,,我已經迷失自我啦~

一陣要返教會牙,,帶遊戲(本身係帶歌嫁,,上次杰杰打黎,,叫我帶,,但發生左d野,,我又唔知牙昊點諗,,廢事大家唔知點咁啦,,就同杰杰講,,杰杰先至訓醒,,佢話係喎唔記得左添,,唉~你睇下,,我d導師牙,,係唔係好店牙,,何止牙,,簡直正爆啦),,我想帶歌嫁,,不過算啦,,下次先喎~

希望一陣一切順利啦~

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係教會返完黎啦,,都幾順利牙,,一開始係我同慧心一齊帶,,但佢之後又帶到唔知店咁,,所以我都係做哂囉,,雖然係累d,,但可能係神比機會我呢~挀挀,,杰杰,,牙昊都有讚我牙^^之後食食下野,,振振走過黎,,問我係唔係pass左四律,,我話係,,佢就叫我幫手同朱古力講,,當時都好冇奈嫁,,之後諗諗下,,咁好的機會,,都係要好好珍識,,所以我都應承左,,之後我,,慧心,,fish,,牙昊傾左一陣啦,,都好開心啦,,終於可以坐定定傾到啦,,牙昊講返我今日帶遊戲個到,,佢話我帶得好好喎,,真係好似一個導師(我心諗我遲早都係導師黎嫁啦)佢仲話叫我唔好大得咁快,,佢會好驚喎(我心諗我大得快??定係你遲牙!!),,傾傾下牙昊冇啦啦想祈禱,,我都唔知y嫁,,不過佢想,,咪祈囉,,佢話放唔低,,仲問我地放低左未,,我話放低左,,但其實有時有d野仲係好想搵佢傾嫁(有d野,,杰杰都唔明),,不過都係冇搵,,而佢話有時想搵我地問下我地的近況,,但又好似男仔搵女仔唔係好放便,,所以都係冇打,,其實我諗過,,如果再係咁,,我地的關係幾時先會淡牙,,我諗過試下做一d好過份的野,,令到佢憎我,,咁我地就唔會好似依嫁咁辛苦,,做過份的野,,一定難唔好到我,,但我又唔忍心,,佢此終都係我個fd黎嫁嘛,,唉~

完左啦,,到情碧&彤穎返屋企,,同佢地講學校d野,,big話如果係咁d先生可能仲意係喎,,到時你咪好開心囉,,之後我地行行下,,睇到區嘉俊(牙媽個fd個仔)係到溝女(個女仔仲係好似我小學同學)=.="超冇奈囉,,好似有兩9屎屎痴埋左一齊係我面前行過咁,,我知佢見到我嫁,,佢當見唔到囉,,我心諗佢一定驚我爆佢驚到瀨尿啦,,不過我都係唔會講,,佢d野關我鬼事咩,,佢雖然讀鄧顯,,但佢已經解左一年,,如果佢再係咁我就會少一個人同我搶學位嫁啦keke,,係唔係好賤呢,,我都知嫁啦,,但我唔做,,人地都會咁對我,,不如我對人做左先啦,,雖然我知依d唔係基督徒所為,,其實我都係講下嫁姐,,講真我同佢又唔係好熟,,嫁喎佢都唔係我所為,,所以我會當睇唔到,,呵呵~