唉~~~雖然我今次排位排得好好,我D family都好happy,但為讀是係得我自己一個咁唔開心.我個心裹面真係收埋左好多心事.但我又講唔出口,講左出黎又怕D人唔聽我講,唔係就話我太過天真.但我心裹面最放唔低唔係我D好同學,唔係我D好朋友.而係一個人,之前我真係以為我走左我係唔會唔開心.但過左幾個之後,我係真係好鍾意你.所以係未畢業之前,我係好用心去改過我自己,唔可以再寫反思報告,但最後我都有改到,冇再寫過.

但係畢業營果振時我真係估唔到我個好同學幫左我一個忙,就係話比你知,我係暗戀緊你,仲有其他人暗示左我係鍾意左,雖然我扮緊果個人唔係我黎,仲有你果振時你就係我後面,但我冇正面咁望住你,我亦唔知道你當時ga表情係點,但係果一刻,我唔知道我應該點樣做好,我只知道依一刻我只知我要逃避,我ga逃避係比之前仲好厲害,果日ga夜晚,我記得我去完樓上個廁所,咁岩我出黎,我就見到你係我面前,係果一刻,我唔知點好,我係果一刻我只知道,我又要逃避,所以我就立刻返房.但我又估唔到,我係房訓緊覺果振時,你又再次出現係我眼前,果振時,我係完全睇唔到你.

係放榜前一日,我係謝師宴到,我係唔敢同你影相,因為我知道自己冇知格同你一齊影相.到左返屋企果一刻,我一D後悔ga感覺都冇,之後呀媽打電話返黎問我有冇同果個人影相,但我為有講大話握我呀媽,答左佢一句:[有呀!仲好開心呀!].雖然我握佢係我唔岩,但我唔想咁做.但到左放榜果日,我冇嬲到你同我呀媽,我冇同你影相.

但我依幾日出去邊一到,我都會琳起你會唔會出現係我面前,我唔會再好似以前咁,再逃避你.因為我要話比你知我係一心一意去鍾意,我唔會理會我身邊ga人係點睇你.

但我好希望我自己過埋下個星期一之後,我唔會再鍾意你,我都好希望我同D fd係9月返黎果振時,我唔會再次愛上你.茵~再見吧!