A suitable decision?or not?

Have given up......

The reason is a real thing.......but sad

Future is still waiting for me?maybe no.....

No matter how the future is...

Catch up with now should be the most important thing to do........

StraightTree disappeared....and disappointed

All past........no return..........

just see god prepares what for me..........which road should be the best one?

Or.............none