i haven't update this blog for a quite long time coz i was reli catastrophically busy in this several months. Projects, homeworks, tests were seemed without boundry....WTF! Due to the holy WHF school life, five pounds were slimmed on me. To some extend, it would be a nice thing to me that i don't wanna be fat again.

After the examination, i went to Beijing for an intensive course at Tsinghua University. Nothing special but being brain-washed to me~HEHE! Though i dislike content of the course, i still got a honorary credential at the end of the course, what a lucky thing. i don't think that it is thanks to my effort in the course but knowledge i learnt from Mr Chong when i was in secondary school. In the terminal essay, i analysized the condition of modern china and compared it to the ascent china and that's all, nothing special. Most of the content i wrote down was learnt from Mr Chong honestly. HEHE~so, i should say thank you to Mr Chong again and again~

anyway, the essay is hardly the most important to me coz sth/sb is more crucial...!! i met with sb who seems quite special that i have never met. She, to some extend, is the one. situation times person, i speculated for some times but no answer i can get. what i should do next is to wait? to flirt? to stay? or to what eles?? i don't know. hope that i will get the answer as soon as possible.

 things always go unexpectedly and most of them are out of your expectation.....maybe it is time i get something zig again just like last year. However, what do i really desire? well, i have no idea = ="

do you know what you are doing and what you really want?

sometimes a counsellor is needed in my life..... that's why i am majoring in psychology now.

why moi..........!

 recently i spent most of my time on chinese language and philosophy~ well, i wonder i am a psychology major student!! why do i always spending time on "non-psychological" subjects?? hehehe!!

there are several question from philosophy i am now resolving them. think and think is the mere way letting me to get the answer in my belief!! a mid-term test will be laid on friday by the way.... = =" however lots of work are now being holding on my hand.....really damn it! don't forget that i still have a test in english language and some homework from different subject.....><" a week with catastrophic business is coming!!

 hey hey~be good man!! you are college guys and please hardly act as a little child!! behave yourself because you are repersenting our insitution! virtually we are from a infamous college;nevertheless, spirit of us is supposed to be higher and we have to behave ourselves more seriously because people outside keep their eyes on our behaviour to "score" our college.

everyone in dorm has an equal opportunity to use any available facilities! but do not complain others by means of digging at him which is nothing more than a childish way!! no one like to listen to this knid of conservation. if something makes you dissatisfied, you are allowed to complain to the residential assistant of your dissatisfaction but never use the immature way coz you are now college guys!! 

well, we are not elites however we have a high level of spirit!! be consciously!!

 hey hey guy! what do you really want?? what is your dream?? what is your life??

i love asking! i love knowing! i love reasoning! anything else! but i seem do not know what i reli want....= =" and thus sometimes i get lost.

well.....get a life and you will learn, i believe that!

psychology, that is my dream but why do i have the lack of motivation upon studying now??

psychoanalysist, counseling psychologist, clinical psychologist, educational psychologist, criminal psychologist.....all interested me and i do wanna be! however, can i achieve all of them at the same time??

time and money are limited, therefore i have to choose the one i like the most and keep attaining my goal! of course there ain't  an only chance for me but in these four years.....if i wanna achieve another goal, i have to keep going......!!

well, it is a bit messy in my mind...!!

just keep going on to do what you really want, and that is my only stuff i should have to do!!

actually, i wanna be a teacher who teaching in chinese language or other chinese related subjects ~:P but also geography~ so, i think too much sometimes! DAMN U!

 i am nearly exhausted by the RM project.......this is a battle for several months which directly affecting my GPA = =" god damn it! not condamn the project but the holly lecturer!!

well......anyway, i operate this blog because i want to earn an opportunity to motivate me to write in english~ actually, i've more than five blogs but never wrote in english~:P after promoting into university, there are the lack of motivation to keep improving english....= ="  with laziness, i seldom write anything even read anything else in english and consequently my english is on the decline~ therefore, i should have to get more exposure of the language and that is the main reason i chose to operate this blog~^^ well~endeavour to do it~!!