so nervous

現在只餘下一堆可悲畫面

已聽厭你的甜言蜜語

究竟是我的刻意,,還是你的執意?

隨口說的愛__說不上真愛

To Forget

Nothing seems to be here

Since you left me

My heart is in darkness

Haunted by loneliness

Will this room in my heart

Ever see the light?

Will this heart of mine,

Ever love again?

So I close my eyes

Remembering thoughts of you

To remember is to forget

So let me remember…

To forget

I am so nervous because of you.

I hate you.

I need you.

I love you.

Do you know that all of my feeling is because of you?

I want nothing more than your words

Or your attention

“Loneliness”

A sharpened blade, a new dulled knife.
I cling, grasping, onto my life.

I fall, I cry,
I shed no tears.
The ground swallows
All of my fears.

Red water seeps, but never flows.
The river rages, and it glows.

I cry, I try,
I fail again.
Water swallows;
All is barren.

Wandering, lost, throughout this world;
The pain of loneliness unfurled.

I try, I run,
I fall once more.
The pain, it seeps
Into my core.

The blade falls, useless, from my hand.
To life I’m held by just a strand.

I run, I’m done;
I have fallen.
Darkness consumes
My heart again.