我真係唔知自己做緊咩..
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我唔想講野...
邊個我都唔想見...
哩d係咪叫自閉?
我今日真係勁之唔開心..
why呢..
我又唔記得wor...
算啦
汶汶姐...
好釆有你...
係school..見到湘..
佢同我講野..我都冇理到佢
真係好芍唔住...
心情真係好差好差...
唉..我唔係有心ga...
sorry...
其實...yesterday心情都唔好....
平時的話..
湘講幾句牙...
or...有d咩係到叫下我..我都會答佢...
但yesterday...真係好對唔住...我冇答到你d咩...
我唔係玩你...不過...every thing is very bad...
worest...=="
好辛苦..very down.....
i just want have some one be here...when i feel sad....
but ..... no one here....
am i do some thing wrong?
or....i think the wrong way...
every thing 好似已經唔同哂....
我好討厭吧....
其實...我諗..有好多野..我都錯哂....
我唔係唔知...'
知左..又點?
我change緊啦...咁又點??
我今日sudden 發覺...
原來我差唔多3一個月..冇喊過
係哩一個moment...我好想好想好想喊
但係....
冇人聽我呻....
冇人會俾我攬住黎喊....
am i a loser???
i don't want be here....
我終於明啦...
原來咁樣...真係好難受..
我唔會忘記ga...
其實..我早已經...try過哩種...feel....
但戈次...只係only one....
但今次..真係唔同...
very serious
我唔中2咁牙,,,,
我喊左啦...
咁點??
我冇力啦...
我唔可能..好似上一次咁....
咁堅強企番係到....
我唔想再面對哩d問題...
實在太煩啦...
我唔想再承受哩d咁ge野.....
上一次...
我已經..元氣大傷....
我仲未完全...好得番....
唉...
點解你地唔聽我講....
點解...
冇人信..真係好慘...
明明係事實....
點解都話我諗得太多...
我唔想
見到你地...
係擁有過之後...
失去...變得好可怕...
我冇哩個氣力去接受....
不如...由頭到last...都冇發生..咁會仲好...
點解...總係twins...
我喊ge時候...就只有twins...
知已....係邊到??
唔會再係twins啦....
我唔想好似之前咁...
日日都喊...
我唔想喊..
但唔喊..我發洩唔到
冇人會陪我一世....
沒有...真的沒有嗎??
珍珍...你會唔會陪我一世牙....
哩下..個心真係碎左啦.....
喊完啦...冇事啦....
乜事都冇....
