So busy without tking gd rest

Half hatred and half love

Cuz some say that comfortable is reserved for the dead

Should i say, so fortunate that i m so tired to prove that i m still alive hahaha

But actually, that s exciting and challenging to hv loads to do within a week

That s relii maximizing my abilities.

Er.. I think i like it somehow..

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Chritmas is round the corner

I hope it ll be a nicer one

People always say Christmas s for kids

That a vatal misunderstanding cuz it s always for big kids as well like me

And it reminds me of Jusus's big day

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Dad and I talks a lot recently

I found him turning old

but he dunt mind i m still a spoilt child

sometimes thinking of this, i almost wanna hug him

He knows me seeing doctor every week and that s why ask me abt my health today

He was so ambarassing and lower his gaze cuz he used not ask in such a sensational way

I told him i m fine without telling any of my sickness before

And i say I ll go to see doctor with him in sem break

He deceptively declined me then approve me after i mentioned once again

Luv him before it s too late

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Why for the lukewarm attitude ?

And more each passing day?

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I feel like being a flexible, considerable, caring person without hooking on so much principals

And most importantly,  dunt be a bugging guy

I dunt wanna be a hatred person

So kping silence

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Night