I feel sad so i cant sleep 

some relationships have quarrels cuz they care abt themselves more than each other

but some do so due to the overwhelm care to their partners

I really wanna escape from this situation

how can things happen even they care each other

indeed i have to admit i kp doing things wrong and breaking promises

I m so sorry， really， every single day

but sometimes i have no choice cuz i m not controlling everything in my hand

incidences happened or others create the trouble on me making not able to be on time

If i do things all alone， i think i could manage the time well

but i m not now

anyways，i understand yr concern， i feel so sorry

i tried hard to make things better but i screwed them up