So busy without tking gd rest
Half hatred and half love
Cuz some say that comfortable is reserved for the dead
Should i say, so fortunate that i m so tired to prove that i m still alive hahaha
But actually, that s exciting and challenging to hv loads to do within a week
That s relii maximizing my abilities.
Er.. I think i like it somehow..
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Chritmas is round the corner
I hope it ll be a nicer one
People always say Christmas s for kids
That a vatal misunderstanding cuz it s always for big kids as well like me
And it reminds me of Jusus's big day
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Dad and I talks a lot recently
I found him turning old
but he dunt mind i m still a spoilt child
sometimes thinking of this, i almost wanna hug him
He knows me seeing doctor every week and that s why ask me abt my health today
He was so ambarassing and lower his gaze cuz he used not ask in such a sensational way
I told him i m fine without telling any of my sickness before
And i say I ll go to see doctor with him in sem break
He deceptively declined me then approve me after i mentioned once again
Luv him before it s too late
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Why for the lukewarm attitude ?
And more each passing day?
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I feel like being a flexible, considerable, caring person without hooking on so much principals
And most importantly, dunt be a bugging guy
I dunt wanna be a hatred person
So kping silence
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Night |
