There is a devil still in my heart.

I don't like something very much, but I alway pretend I like it.

I hate something very much, but I alway pretrnd I don't care.

I hope to be a bad guy very very very much, but I find I can't.

Why? Why I can't be a bad guy? Why I can't say no? Why I can't?

I just feel I am always be used.

I hate this feeling!

I am not stupid, please don't use my helpful.

If i can don't care anybody or anything, how happy I am?

If i can listen to my devil and be best to my own self, how happ I am?

Lily, you need to try to be best to yourself.

Try it!