My following half year is just holidy and test which is so boring and dry.

However, life needs its evil.

I must and I can and I want to go to university, so please bless me.

All will be well!

When I was young, I was happy.

When I grow, I am unhappy.

I become more mature, because I know more about the reality, the cruel reality.

I know the black side of the world, the black side of human.

Since I find the classmates are wearing masks, beautiful but hypocritical masks continuously.

I was cheated and cheated.

Some are friends with each others but they compete.

There is a relationship called 'friends and eneny' in Chinese.

But, I think they are not.

They are freinds outward but compete secretly. 

I am horrified.

People near me are terrible.

I know human have some deep- rooted bad habits, so I don't mind you are bad.

To me, true villain are better than bigus gentleman.

Please be true villain!

Today is a day of testing Physics.

I haven' t well prepare because of lack of time.

I had less revision, nearly no about book 4, electricity.

But, I wasn' t worry since I am studying Combine Science.

I thought it might be a piece of cake before the test.

Test stsrted.

I foung I was wrong.

I spent nearly ten minutes to caculate the first question which is juast a multiple chocis question.

In long question, I didn' t know to do the first question 

I was furious that why I am silly.

This type question I had revsion a lot about. 

Unfortunately, most of question are about my unfamiliar part, electricity.

During the test, I was angry enough to tear the paper and leave.

Why I am stupid? And, why the test was so difficult?

I felt depressed in this test.

I think I can only get 20%of the full mark as I hadn' t finish half of questions and I didn't ensure the answer of another half of finised questions.

Please blessing me!