HISTORY TESTS...

VERY DIFFICULT >.<

THE QUESTIONS THAT I HAVE REVISED IT ALL.....IS NOT CHOSEN..

QUESTIONS THAT I HAVE DOUBT IN IT....IS ALL CHOSEN..

WTF...

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MacDowell - "Praeludium" from Second Modern Suite

 I luv the A minor->Fsharp minor modulation...

So great....

Very expressive and express what I think...

in the past months...whenever I played or listened to this song...

I nearly cried.....

I dun know.. maybe that's the frantic chemical reaction again....

today I do NOTHING but HISTORY TESTS!!!!!

I HATE the tests!!

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REDEMPTION,

I need a redemption in my life..

to make myself feel better..

That's was really depressed...when I try to think it...

But frantically I enjoy it...

I won't stop doing this..

I won't deny it..

But I've just denied it..

I try to promise myself..

I won't deny it.....

I will never deny it.

Today go to theory exam la..

Left home at 11:45

And the take bus to Wong Tai Sin la..

Go and meet my theory classmates and walk to the exam venue..

Ah....We get the wrong way..

Anyway, we arrive there.

The exam paper is...lol

SO HARD....

example: meaning of "nicht zu schnell"

=.='''

I wrote "lightly and quietly"

answer is.."not swiftly"

still dun know..(but I've write this word on my notebook...lol)

The question is not so easy..

but I hope I can get 90 marks la...

get THE CASH$.$

After exam...i got the wrong way to the bus stop again.=.=

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Go back TM...buy some stationery...

And KO my Holes WS....=.=....CHIS WB.....and HIST TEST.....(shxt...)

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TRUST MYSELF IN MY LIFE COZ I KNOW WHAT I NEED..

Sorry..

I haven't written for long time la...

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On these days, I always think deeper in my future life..

How my life will be??

I know that it will not be so easy..

But I will try to do better...

If I choose my life like this..

then. I have to conquer the problems..

But it is too early to talk about this..

Think of 'em after F.6 la..

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i don't know why I feel like this..

I feel alone.

But I enjoy the time that I was left myself.

I feel that my feeling was controlled by a chemical reaction...

I feel there are much suspicion and pretending in surrounding people.

I feel there is a great inequality in the society.

Hope that some body can change it, no matter 5 years, 10 years, or even 20 years.

Just MAKE A CHANGE!!

My heart wasMy heart was threaten...yeah...threaten badly..

I feel that others just think that is

Sorry..

I haven't written for long time la...

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On these days, I always think deeper in my future life..

How my life will be??

I know that it will not be so easy..

But I will try to do better...

If I choose my life like this..

then. I have to conquer the problems..

But it is too early to talk about this..

Think of 'em after F.6 la..

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i don't know why I feel like this..

I feel alone.

But I enjoy the time that I was left myself.

No body SHOULD BEHAVE like this.

I feel that my feeling was controlled by a chemical reaction...

I feel there are much suspicion and pretending in surrounding people.

I feel there is a great inequality in the society.

Hope that somebody can change it, no matter 5 years, 10 years, or even 20 years.

Just MAKE A CHANGE!!

My heart was threaten...yeah...threaten badly..

I feel that others just think that they are freak..

absolutely freak..

**DISSAPOINTED**

This is happy. This is sad.

This is beautiful. This is ugly.

This is able to control. This is unable to control.

This is acceptable. This is unacceptable.

This is not a guilty. This is a guilty.

This is proud. This is shameful.

This is sensible. This is nonsense.

This is able to choose. This is unable to choose.

This is the destiny. This can be change.

This makes me hopeful. This makes me hopeless.

This is my life should be. This is what my life shouldn't be.

The world is full of love. The world is full of lies.

We can trust other people. We can't trust other people.

** * declared that * ** * *** ** **** ********

THIS IS MY LIFE!

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Although it will be so hard to know,

you can know more about wt I'm thinkin' if you read it.

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SAY "Fighting!" to tomorrow's theory exam!! I need to get 90 marks n' get the $ash!

琴日係我第1次去Diploma Recital...

好la..首Debussy都冇點練過

然後就出去la..

5:50去到荃灣M記食野la..

6:15上到中染

但係...我以為6:30先開始..

原來係6:00..==

即係遲左3個字

算la..入去聽la..

D人彈得都好悶下.

全部都係Sonata...

本身諗住聽下人彈Debussy, Bach同Bartok..

偷下師呀麻..

點知...佢地仲衰過我..==

今次彈得OK la..

不過太嘈lo..

都執番個B

今日去左琴行夾Duet.

死la.

隻腳唔受控制呀..

唉..D pedal踩錯曬..

聽日要註冊..唔好入左渣班就得..>.<

Heart breaks again today..

But with the help of music

I calm down..

I think again that should I love that person..

I will try to present my love

The result may not be perfect.

but I will try to do what I what to do.