真係好辛苦....點解我既日記一篇都冇開心過...乜我真係有真正笑過咩?

我都冇喊過..所有野都屈哂係心女面.....我發覺真係冇人明白過我係幾辛苦..

呼........講哂出黎呀..

3歲...呀媽掉低我係屋企冇人理我..搞到我大個左唔敢再同人講野啦...

朋友?有....佢地好錫我..好多謝佢地....

讀小學..一直得3個朋友...3個同到我畢業...一齊升中學.....

記得11歲...根人學到壞哂...番學校偷野...呢樣冇人知..我冇講過比人知..

人拍拖我拍拖...點解我可以咁失敗....可能..學生不應談戀愛...搞到留埋班..

真係好錯好錯....經過反醒..認為令仔冇本心...呢句真係好岩...

好啦...e+日日係屋企玩電腦...玩自閉....玩電腦識左好多fd...玩過好多論壇..

184fun論壇係令我玩得最辛苦既論壇...識左一個叫unknow既人....開頭我知佢既生活同我一樣...

呀爸呀媽開左婚...自己一個係屋企...當佢同我講心事..我都會好細心咁聽...我唔會同佢講心事...

因為我同自己講過...我唔會要人擔心我....可能我咩住呢句...我唔會同人講心事...搞到自己好辛苦...

佢同我講心事...講到我對佢有感覺....哈哈..好奇怪.....唔講呢樣...

講番論壇...好啦....做板主係人都想..壇主金日問我做唔做...我好自然咁答左一聲做...

到我做左..我知好多人都想做....第1個..unknow同我講....為左我做板主而唔玩個論壇..

好啦.....佢呢句已經令我好討厭佢...好憎佢....我最信個個..同我講呢d....

佢.......好討厭...我同壇主講我唔做lo...有咩咁巴閉..好啦....番去論壇諗住吹水啦..

第1眼比我見到恨豪又話走.....好啦...我都同壇主講左我唔做啦...冇事...但係真係好hurt我..

人做板主我做板主...我做個個就話走...我好討厭咩?

我真係咁黑人憎.....算啦...唔講呢樣..但係unknow講個句....足以令我個心碎lu...

救唔番啦...眼紅館真係好岩我聽..發覺我正紅著眼..舊座位沒有他...岩哂我^^

冇事既.....呢d係咪真係扮堅強...我都有呀媽生...個個都係咁...平時我係開解人個個...

都有人開解過我呀?心事...我冇同人講過...屈哂係個心女面..我個心擺唔洛啦.....

算啦....玩自閉...唔想要人理我....呀媽?人有呀媽我有呀媽....點解我呀媽要係台灣唔理我地..

好支力呀...我真係....好掛住你..算啦.....冇人理我既感受...我咁討厭..

唔想左住大家.....