昨日我又有喊啦.........係廁所到喊.......係因為唔想比小杰知..........喊左好耐好耐.......喊喊下又介手啦~我話過我未理番小鵬的話.......我會一日介一條........直到我理番佢為至.......
今日因為唔想同呀森佢地番~so去左同ar yuen佢地番........係車到我諗左好多野.......諗左好多野..........諗諗吓..........又喊啦~唉.........好灰呀~又心痛啦~番到學校上去攞書啦.............點知攞完要得ar yuen果時.............見到小鵬.........我真係有仲沖動過去同佢say hi 好似之前咁..........但我知我唔可以咁做.........因為我見到佢我真係會忍唔住喊左出黎...........ar yuen攞完行番去的時候會經過小鵬果到.........我好快好快咁過........因為我已經忍唔住啦.........去到樓梯我喊左出黎啦~唉.........點解我要咁做.........呀.........搞到自己咁咪~灰到爆........之後就上堂啦..........點知收到小鵬的sms話咩算啦唔好再咁ok ma????我睇到好唔開心,,,,,,,,點解佢要咁做..........點解要對我咁呀?????好似我呢d咁的人真係唔值得你咁做...........到左成堂同小息都係呆呆咁的,,,,,,,,點到左Econ堂佢sd過黎話我知錯啦........我睇到佢sd的野...........我真係好想喊...........我覺得好內疚呀..........好心痛....佢sd個sms話咁做番我呀妹啦!!!!!!!我真係好想做嫁..........但一諗到呢到就覺得我好衰我好黑人憎.......唔配做佢呀妹...........就喊左出黎..........最後都只係講左句比我諗吓啦..........佢話佢會等我..............睇完我仲心痛得好勁............點解個天要咁玩我呀,,,,,,,,我話左放棄但...........又要比佢哄番我..........help me ar!!!!!!!好辛苦呀...........成堂都係喊住咁過...........小息比我見到佢,,,,,,,,,,,我冇理佢.............lunch陪完清就上番去上堂果時...........好不幸又比我見到佢...........我真係好唔想行上去好想跑開見唔到佢,,,,,,,,,,,,但.........我忍住行上去,,,,,,,,,,,行得好快咁..........今次我忍到唔喊.........見到佢咁望我真係好想好似以前咁玩佢但,,,,,,,,我冇咁做到.........我真係好怕會係佢面前到喊...........到左上eng堂我見到dicky話佢喊..........我真好傷心..........好想喊.......係我搞到佢咁唔開心嫁!!!!!!!!但我忍住唔喊,,,,,,,,佢成日望過黎我都冇理過佢........放左上6樓又見到佢.........dicky叫我我都冇咩理佢..........只係想好快好快咁走..........我太失敗啦.........上完增值同ar yuen佢地行落山點知落雨.........我望住d雨諗起上之同小鵬放.........又係落住雨嫁!!!!!!!我真係好掛住以前果d日子呀..........好掛住小鵬用傘傘我果時............好掛住小鵬成日咩都幫我,,,,,,,,,好掛住小鵬串我同我玩.......但我知冇可能再有黎d日子嫁啦~係坐車果時我只識呆呆咁諗野..........番到屋企都冇咩改變.......都係呆呆咁..........又想介手啦..........但小杰唔比我買介刀,,,,,,,,,慘呀~
點算好,,,,,,,,,,個個都叫我答應小鵬,,,,,,,,,,但我怕我面對唔到佢.........我怕我會係佢面前喊..........我諗左一陣.........終於諗好左啦!!!!!!如果聽日小鵬再問我的話我會答應佢..........但都會睇心情..........haha~好玩野呀...........冇心情唔打啦,,,,,,,,
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