so i didn't go 2 school..

it was happy because i can got up late..

but in the other hand..it was boring 2..

a¶ý¥s§Ú¦PÊ\1»ô¥h¯ïªK¨¤..¦ý«Y§Ú¸Ü5¥h..

¤§«á¼o®ÉÊ\·Ð..¦Ì¸Ü¥hlor..ÂIª¾Ê\¤S¸Ü5¨Ï§Ú¥hwo..

¯u«Y..³£5ª¾ÂIÁ¿Ê\la..

ËݧڦÌ1ª½¯d«Y«Î¥ølor..

mu..¸ò¦íªGd..´N5«Y¥h°O±ola..

¥h¨ì©]±ß..a¶ý¦P²Ó¨Ð³£¥¼µfa....

an till...9:30,,Ê\³£¥ýµf..

i was watching ªÎ¥Ðø¦¨Æ..but my mother changed 2 another channal..

really ¤ñÊ\¿E¦º..

mu...

a..2day,,i also heard a bad news..it was about my teacher..

all my fds heard that..also felt unhappy n' worried about her..

§Ú¯u«Y felt ­Ó¤Ñ¶W5¤½¥­..Ê\ËÝ kind..¦ý«Y¤S¦³©Od¯f,,

d°Ige..´NÉN¯f..ÂI¸Ña..?!!

really can't guess she had that ¯f..­ü..

May God Bless her..n' her sick will alright soon!!

that's all~

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we all had changed the sit..

i §¤ with ¬x®Ê..in front of me was ³¯¨ô®Ô..

mu..that's sit was ok..

but there had a problem..

it was...§Ú­n´L¤ßdÅ¥¦Ñ®vÁ¿®Ña..¦³d5ºD..= =

but ÉN­p la..i had promise ®}sir,,

i will pass in the next maths exam..

ÉN¥ª«´ª¨«Y§Ú¹jÂ÷..´N±ð+5ºD..

ÉA³£«YÊ\À°§Ú°µga..¹À..

but..¦nªö..he just §¤ next 2 me about 1 sit..

it was very near of me..haha

2day my feeling was better than yesterday...

but i don't know ¥òª§d«§..my heart still feel bad..

­ü,,now wht am feeling..i also don't know..

[*[¢m³s¦Û¤vªº·Pı¤]¤£ª¾¹D..+(³o¥s¡©¥¢±Ñ¡ª¶Ü¡H*!¢x¡È¡°

that's all,,i want 2 say..

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my feeling is getting more n' more bad..

i always think my happy..is not true..

i feel sad..but no1 know..

i feel very µL§U..

it's feel look like no more fds,,i can trust..

i really really feel so bad..

who can help me..i think no1..

­ü..i want some more else know wht am feel now...

i really need some1 help me..

1 way i can share my feel..

it's here----my diary..

«Y¨ì write somethings..

°_½X5¨Ï©}«Y­Ó¤ß¨ì..

but really have some1 know wht am talking about..

i think..1­Ó¤H³£ÉN..±¾..

«Y¦Ì³Û..´N¥i¥H¤Þ¤Hª`·N..§ó+ª¾¹D§Ú¦n5¶}¤ß..

but..i think that's make me looks more À¶®z/..

­ü..¥ò¦³«§¤èªk¥O others know wht am feeling??

that's all~

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that's my feeling 2..¡õ

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that's my feeling 2..¡ô

i sick again..

§Ú­Ó¨{¤S¶Wpainful..µh¨ì´N¾¤¼Ð²´¤ô..

oh man!!

i getting die..

i just eat a little bit/..than §Ú­Ó¨{¤Spainful again..

but §Ú5­¹³¥..¤Sgot hungry..

really SHIT!!!!!!

§Ú­Ó¨{³Ìµhge®É«J..it was in the chinese history...

¸ò¦í..some1 n' «´ª¨ said i was »´·Lµo¿N..

but..i don't think so..

they told me i should 2 go 2 the eÀø«Ç

§Ú¦º³£5¥hga,,la..ªG«×ËÝ«§..¤S boring..

­ü//...it was really ¨¯­W..

a..«Ya..5ª¾y..§ÚµL°Õ°Õ¤J¥ª­Ó«§¦X°Û¹Î...

5¤J´N­n¥æ+ªø«H//..¯u«Y³Âq·Ð...³»Ê\5¶¶//..

§Ú¦æ¸ôµf«Î¥ø..than §Ú¤SµL°Õ°Õ¨{µh n' ³z5¨ì®ð..

±Ï©Ra..

so when i went back home..i sleep quickly..

that's 1 more problem.,..

my mum really ·Ð..

d À£¤O came back again..

n'.....i cried again..i not cry..

i really don't know how 2 µoªn my feeling..

so i chose this way------CRY~

mu..that's all~

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my mother's fds had came 2 our house n' cooked some food..

but i don't know y..§ÚµL°Õ°Õ..¦³¤Ö¤Ö·P«_,,,

­ü..it was very ¨¯­W,,¦ý«Y§Ú´NÉN²z¨ì..because i think it ÉNÉA¨Æ..

but when i finished 2 eat..¯f±¡´N¤Ö¤Ö´c¤Æ..

I felt ·w·w¦a..than §Ú¥ò¹Ã tim,,a..¡i+¡j--->my feeling!!

¹Ã®Í§Ú­¹¹LªGd³¥..than i eat again..but ¤S¹Ãµf¥X¾¤..

ËÝ..aª¨¨£¨ì´N¥s§Ú­¹dÃÄ..¦ý«Y³£ÉNÉAÂàÅÜ..ËݧڴN¥u«Y¶¼¤ôla..

++®I®I§Ú³£­¹¥ª3¦¸ÃÄlu..¨¯­W...

¤§«á..my bf said 2 me..I must eat something..

so I listen 2 him,..ËݧڴN­¹¥ª°¦ÂûµÊ..

µ²ªG³£ok...ÉN¹Ãµf¥X¾¤..

¤§«á..³£ÉNÉA¨Æge..

­ü..It was unlucky..

It was my mother birthday..but i'm getting sick..

¤£¹Lºâla..e+³£ÉNÉA¨Æ..

¦n¦hÁÂÃö¤ß¹L§Úd¤Ha..

that's all~

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