yesterday, I was so happy, saw my cousin married. I thought that guys handsome too, and gentle. I think he can protect my cousin ar~ otherwise come back and kill him^^ I was so nice to met other people ar~ He is "wai". i think his whole family was so kind and gentle ar~ cause I saw him helped my cousin a lots and very gentle ar~ ^^  I wonder to see another cousin bf too, he is japanese too, might be I can speak japanese with him. yesterday is fun o...... But I felt embrasses with wai, my cousin tried to match him with me to be a couple. that impossible ar~ even he is handsome, goo, gentle, tall, is every girl type want it, but I don't think I will be like him. Don't know what wrong with me, he didn't felt anything when my cousin match hime with me. He just smile, what type of that smile is this -_-? everyone in there is a couple, only me and him ar, anyway I hoped they will happy too. and don't wan to think him anymore, How come I always easy to like someone ar~ besides, didn't like them much, but this time when I thought of him. I would smile in whole day. Today at school, my friends ask me why so happy smile, don't know how to answer him ar~  Talk to u next time la............^^