Today,a lot of homework

I also cant understand anything from the Amer.History , I feel tired and hard.....

I want to cry...Can I?

After School, I wait for Fred taking me back home

but I cant see his car.......I think" Do he go to get Elvie first?"

so I wait him on a place with no sunshine....

But actually,he is waiting for me!!!!!  just I cant see him....

we wait for each other for 30mins....

finally,he found me....

I think he is a little bit angry......although he said no....

I say sorry,Although I dont know if it is all my mistake....

But I must ....right?

I must bear every little problems.....   mustn't I?

But I am really tired.......but I cant say.....   I cant let my parents worry about me...

I feel lonely....upset....tired...exhausted...  but no one can help me....I must solve it by myself....

tomorrow I have the Amer.History test......have the Marine sci. lab......   I gonna die...

I will be carzy.....

...But it is a way that I choose.....  Being a exchange student....It is my hope...  so I cant give up.....

What I can do?   just go....dont stop......