探岸

不知怎解說這兩個字

只是忽然覺得,

我在探岸

而且彷彿會維持好一段時間

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in fact, i still want cu

i wanna be in the o camp of cu

it's really just a step close

but i lose it

and it seems like i will only get further and further...

i no longer have the right to talk about it

coz it has nothing to do with me

i am an outsider

and it's all certified

they made it ,

but i didn't

time after time,

maybe eventually i will adapt to poly u(what i am doing)

and all dislikes will turn way back to normal

life is just life

it keeps going

有些執著良久的東西,

或許不知不覺間都放棄了

令人無奈