today is a rainy day.i got all wet when i arrived school,even my uniform and socks.i don't know why i  start to be afraid to face him.i don't know am i afraid for..i am trying to do the other things so that i will not pay any attentoin at him anymore...

i think in the short period,i will not write diary here..maybe one night..maybe forever..In fact,i don't want to close my blog..but....i want to take some time to calm down myself..