今日，緊張的心情持續了一整天

9:00起身，睇台灣仲未出，想打死佢

今日就系理工截止，咁耐都仲唔出!!!

番到學校，阿包仲為緊尋日miss唔答佢畢唔畢到業而煩惱ing

雖則我都為佢擔心，但呢d野冇得強求ge~

餓住個肚練歌練到12:30到，買盈利番屋企食

擔憂左一陣間，就決定兩點幾去交錢，跟住去阿琪到he下

去到銀行都唔知點咁，交完錢之後就去阿琪到he下

其實唔知點解我覺得台灣一定會出，但兩點幾交完錢之後就唔想再去諗佢

陪完阿琪番學之後就買餸...番到屋企鬆一口氣咁大把先la

煲好水沖涼，阿包打電話唻話台灣出左，直覺就覺得如果我交之前睇下一定唔會蝕左嗰$10000

跟住即刻打比vivian，佢話我入左國立，但我想入ge系台北醫or高雄醫，而我事後發現，佢兩個排ge位置就系我入左ge國立ge下面

dum心...

反正睇完之後，就睇埋其它，跟住又系msn到討論下，做埋唒d無聊但系系一般考生都會做ge野

到最後，系食飯嗰陣，公佈左我成功ge消息:

國立台灣海洋大學--食品科學系

但...

whether I succeed or fail, the result still is: being punished by my dad.

中山，澳大，比佢罵到一臉屁；理工，比佢嘲笑實力低；台灣，比佢質疑我ge用心程度

反正我系佢心目中系衰女，衰人一名，從來都唔知我點解要系呢個家庭

可能我存在ge價值只系做媽咪死左之後ge家庭主婦&弟弟ge免費補習老師la

食完飯，auntie fong又打唻，諗番起澳大嗰晚，一接電話就想打死佢

last saturday, she talked with my father while I was sleeping

suddenly, my father asked me to talk with her

OMG, I was not feeling well!! And I didn't want to tell her  the things about umac

so I talked with her for 30 mins. My head will be torn in pieces if she still talked with me.

And I cry for whole night because of my guilt.

今日，佢又打唻，真系方有好野

問完我咪又系咁，反正我同我老豆ge關係絶對唔會好番，就算好，都唔會好得去邊

呢篇blog，我由8:00打到而家10:00，都算我威ga la

p.s.而家有一絲ge念頭:系理工讀。但我知道呢兩條路我都唔會開心得去邊