琴晚,,,發生左好多事,,,,令到我覺得呢個世界根本就唔想再我包容我,,,,點解甘多事可以係一晚之間全部發生晒!?我好辛苦,,,,好難挨落去,,,想搵出一個可以令我解脫既方法,,,,

琴晚就係因為發生左好多事,,,我傾電話個陣,,,扒左係張枱度喊,,,,但係冇人理我...!呀哥係度睇電視,,,唔理我;呀媽呀爸唔知係度做乜,,,又唔理我,,,個陣我覺得屋企人根本都唔會去關心我!!之後入左房傾,,因為還掂佢地都唔采我啦!!我點做關佢地咩事wo!!!

入房我冇喊到,,,不過好激動甘講同埋宣泄我d不滿!!!可能講得好大聲,,,不過都係冇人理我!!!個陣超唔開心呀!!!!之後佢打黎,,我又同佢講番同一番既說話,,但係我唔會覺得煩,,因為呢一d係事實!!!以前中1-3個陣,,根本就唔會理我溫唔溫書做唔做功課!!我甘樣先覺得係屋企係最好,,係屋企係冇壓力牙!!!但係e+呢!!佢地迫得我好緊,,係超大壓力lo!!想我點牙!!!死比你地睇好唔好??!!!!以前d人問起我屋企人點樣對我,,,我都會好自驕lo,,,因為佢地以前真係唔會迫我做任何野,,,,e+只不過係晚晚同fd傾電話姐!我傾完又唔係唔溫書!我溫書你又睇唔到!我傾電話個陣就成日話我唔溫書!!!想點牙!!!煩死我啦!!!!!!!

超擔心我表妹!我唔去失去佢,,佢係我一生最重要既人,,唔可以失去,,真係唔可以,,,希望有一日佢會識諗,,,唔好再xx啦,,,,我好擔心佢,,擔心到我喊!!!千其唔好做傻事牙!!!!

有一段關係,,好複雜,,,我有諗過退出,,真係有諗過,,,究竟我點樣做先可以化解,,,,唔想再成掛住一副唔開心既樣係番面度,,,,唔想再成日喊,,,唔想再去煩!!!!

今日,,,呀菱遲左起身甘所以我就自己一個番學,,,好累,,可能琴晚溫書溫到11點幾先訓,,連一公升都冇睇到-x-心情極差的一天!之後番到去,,,死下死下甘,,,早會完左要學唱國歌,,,搞乜牙?!有把口咪識唱囉!!練乜野牙!?煩!上到去又要入hall,,,,入hall之前,,我又諗番d唔開心既事,,,總之一有一個時空係唔洗專心做野既,,我就會去諗,,,之後咪又喊左出黎,,,好似比呀菱見到(不過之後個幾次佢都知左),,,問我係咪唔舒服,,我話唔係,,,,iae堂入hall睇音樂組既表演,,,嗯嗯,,,今次唔得下次努力!唔好比太大壓力自己,,,,,之後pe堂落雨唔洗上堂,,係度溫geog,,,又喊,,妖!超唔想甘!

第2個小息當值,,唔開心,,見到佢,,佢拍我叫我唔好唔開心,,嗯,,但係當佢講完之後,,我d感情仲澎湃,,,喊左出黎,,,都冇人見到,,係李名揚問我做乜發牛豆,,,,我梗唔同佢講啦,,,,唉,,,,咪唯有一路抬高個頭等d眼淚唔好流出黎lo,,,,

math堂係冇喊既一堂,,,,專心聽書,,,呀sir又出錯,,不過甘都好,,令我地可以知道自己程度去到邊,,,,lunch4個食飯--欣,菱,栗子,kelly,,,kelly走左之後,,,同左佢地講我唔開心,,,之後傾左好耐計,,,栗子話如果係我佢都會崩潰,,冇錯,,我已經崩潰左,,,好擔心表妹,,好擔心好多野,,係屋企好冇安全感,,,,,,好多謝栗子同呀菱甘好人聽我訴苦,,,你地永遠都係牙欣既好好好朋友!!!我一路講又一路喊,,仲有一野用拳頭dup張枱...sorli,,,,,嚇親牙菱添,,,,dup完之後d眼淚已經忍唔住,,,就扒左係張枱度喊,,,,真係好辛苦,,,,

上番去上hist堂之前,,,都唔開心左一輪,,雖然收佢sms既安慰,,,但係我唔開心既事唔會甘簡單,,係情有可原,,根本就係值得去唔開心!!!個陣唔想同佢講,,怕影響佢phy test,,,,唉,,,,,

hist堂唔明呀sir up乜,,,好眼訓,,好在冇再諗個d野,,,,,

eng堂,,,勁同呀菱搞gap,,kill her!use dictionary to find out the vocab meaning,,哈,,好笑,,

放學呀菱要drama,,,rocky話累返屋企,,,kl又係,,,,搞到得番我一個等佢放,,,,不過siuwing要等藍晶晶,,就同埋我一齊等啦,,,等到4:45個陣佢sms我話要打波唔陪得我溫書,,,算,,唔介意!咪自己一個番去lo,,,

唉,,,今日係我一生人係學校喊左甘多次!!!係記得中2上is堂個陣喊左出黎,,之後就冇喊過,,,,係今日破左戒,,,,,

終於明白點解你個陣成日話唔想講野,,,,對,,我e+都唔想講野,,,只係想一直溫書,,做功課,,msn,,打日記,,,,用呢d野麻目自己先唔會再去諗呀!!

!!!點解琴日打日記既標題係美好的一天,,而今日就變得甘快?!好大起伏,,,好辛苦!!!