5月11日:(星期四)
好耐都冇打日記啦..差唔多成個星期啦...因為真係好忙呀...實在太多測試啦..忙到連電腦都少開左...呢排返學冇咩野..只係好熱...熱到暈啦@.@'.依家坐果個位真係有d唔係好鍾意囉'''不過算啦...坐過十幾日...咪又係一樣上堂...
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第3,4堂....D&T堂...一d心情都冇...諗野都唔想諗呀...做D&T果陣要我用腦諗野..簡直係一個困難呀..落堂前..啊敏講左一句野....令到真係好唔開心...我真係勁唔開心...唔知點解比我知道左之後..我真係笑都冇再笑過...我只係得一個苦笑既樣..我真唔知可以點呀..我只係知道我個腦只係得啊敏果句野....唔通佢(唔係啊敏)真係呃緊我...如果佢真係有..咁做咩仲要對我咁好呀...我真係想搞清楚呢件事囉...
上英文堂...勁唔明佢講咩囉..可能又係我既問題啦...聖經堂..家姐打電話比我喎...勁驚..我啊媽又打比我...我冇聽...繼續上堂....冇心機.
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