i will always wait for you...

no matter what your thoughts are,

no matter how far we are,

i am really glad that you want to change,

but in my deepest mind, i am a bit sad and worried,

worried about whether you will forget me and wont keep contact with me anymore.

and it seems checking whether you have replied my email is the first thing i would love to do everyday,

and i always ask myself,

you could wait for my email for almost a month ( i hope you really waited for my email as me),

then i cant be sad to wait for your email longer.

do you really care about my status?

do you really consider me as your friend?

i just feel i dont know you even more than before....

who are you actually?

what do i know about you?

and why am i still staring at the mailbox?

and why do i still want to send emails to you?