我知道,,我係一個理智ge人,,對於人與人ge事,,我可以有能力處理得好好,,因為我都係一個聰明ge女仔,,心水清,,係處理好多事ge關鍵,,呢d咁ge野,,我知道左十世la= ="但係,,係咪真係用到係自己身上??我都唔知,,我諗,,所謂ge能醫不自醫就係咁ge意思la....
midnight同佢講左好多野,,佢係咁叫我等,,我想知,,等到幾時??時間,,我相信左好耐,,佢會幫到我咩??或者la~~我果陣講到差d冇左理智,,俾"仇"封住左我ge理智ge果一刻,,我發覺我可以好無情咁傷害人....琴晚,,sor a~~我會盡我ge能力去等,,直到我再冇辦法再等ge果一刻.....

前兩日去睇加菲2果陣,,我mama無lala打俾我lor~好彩有晶晶啫^^""唔該晒a晶晶><我真係愛死你a!!!!!!過多兩日就係同你去書展ge日子,,我好期待ga~~因為我好似冇咩陪你咁,,應該係暑假陪你多d^^~仲有a,,只要你想,,我邊度都陪你去^^點解???原因好簡單,,咪就係因為你係我ge好姐妹lor~~仲係一世果種tim^^~~黎緊就係我同你相識十周年ge日子,,你有冇野想要a??如果你唔同我講,,我就買我覺得你會鐘意ge野俾你gala~唔鐘意咪怪我= =++
我呢個7月好忙,,淨係ac都攞左我成個禮拜= =但係我唔番,,我又驚佢地搞唔掂....我上次番去教班新仔點教人,,結果全部fail= ="佢地ge教法嚇死左我同班senior...我仲諗住今年我唔洗教,,交俾佢地la~但係佢地咁lor~真係無奈,,最叻就係學我地扮晒野,,咁唔得gabor= =我地都要升班,,係咪我地唔得a= ="
唉~~~我都唔知佢地點算la,,我都係俾班f2教算la~今年抖抖= =++(咁奸ga你!!!!!)<---係gala~^^++我唔想教o><o

I've nothing to tell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hoho^^~我番左黎la~去左ac camp...見到好多好耐冇見ge ar sir,,佢地話我成日唔見人,,今次終於浦頭,,仲有好多好多新ge TW cadets...上次見過一dd,,今次又見多d~~我之後都係番多dac至得,,我仲要認人lor= =""佢地全部under我...佢地識我,,我唔識佢地....好k啫...hehe^^''
今次camp我有一樣野我一定唔會唔記得^^~我今日晏晝做safty,,無lala俾人成個人吊起左= ="係咁ge....有個女仔係巨人梯度好驚,,我幫佢拉住救命繩果陣,,已經成個人坐落去,,但係個女仔太急住落地,,諗住一下就落到地下,,跟住佢就好似吊威也咁落地,,而我同果ar sir同兩個cadet就係咁扯住條繩,,結果仲係吊左我上去,,真係嚇鬼死我la~~無lala半天吊,,搞到我嗌左出黎....超無奈lor我~~

好la~唔講住,,我去瞓覺覺先,,陣間起身睇波~~法國加油o><o我支持你地!!!!施丹俾心機a~~係退休gala~~要光榮退休wo^^~~

今日考左compo^^~考完呢科就等於考晒la~~因為fri得HE同DT,,好開心a><!!!!!可以去玩la~~今日份卷好easy ga~~我寫我得好慢好慢都仲有15分鐘訓覺覺o><o我覺得今次exam做我幾好ga^^~應該攞到我想要ge成績^^~今次我好俾心機ga><我日日都好俾心機咁溫書~~果然冇白費我ge努力!!!!

仲有仲有~~我今日晏小小會同人去松鋪打機^^~好開心a~好la好la~我要食飯飯lu~唔講la~~

唉~~~~~今日考I.H,,答錯野,,冇左4分a!!!!!!過份.....咁都睇錯題,,本來好有信心攞全班第一二....而家....34都唔知有冇a o><o mama~~~我唔制a!!!!點解會咁嫁><算la....過去ge,,我唔追究la= ="最緊要tmr果兩科...中文reading+ENG usage....點解會擺係同一日ga~~~冇天理a~~~我攞唔攞到全班頭5名就睇呢兩科la><我今日要好俾心機咁k書lu~~~我真係要好努力...我果班d人d腦本太強la~我要將勤補拙~~~~俾心機><考埋呢兩科就抖得~~~
好la好la~~唔講住~~我趕住去k書la~~

好耐冇打日記la><er...不如話...好耐冇打字...打得好慢a...講番之前d野先,,我係考試之前病左a= =仲要係病到溫唔到書tim...幾驚maths出事a= =""好采仲考到^^"今次考試我真係好俾心機ga~~因為我而家係為左我中四ge路,,我唔止要升到上去,,仲要係中四文科攞到頭十名...可能係大口氣左d^^但係我唔可以再俾人踩低><!!我中一到中三受夠la~~~排到n咁後....bubu~~~唔制a!!!!!我要發圍><!!!

等我考完試,,我一定要好好幫自己放鬆~~~~要玩玩a><!!!!漫畫~~~等我a!!!!趕住食飯飯,,講住咁多先~~^^

喊完又喊...到左lunch就係咁喊,,上sci堂國寶都冇叫我....我係咁訓...好唔開心,,你千其唔好有事呀......你想喊就喊la~~我會係你身邊陪住你ga~~真ga~~因為你係除左我父母最重要ge人....我唔會俾你自己一個人面對呢件事ga...係我面前..你唔需要扮開心....因為我一睇就知你ge心情,,呃唔到我ga~~信我la~~係你面前,,我唔會再係咁喊,,我唔想你擔心我...暫時我都唔洗你ge擔心住,,因為我ge堅強都仲未冇晒.....我係你未收拾心情之前,,我ge眼淚只會住心裡流....

我會等你,,等你ge傷心過去之後,,我至會將感情流露出黎......我別無選擇,,因為你比我更重要,,我只係想你冇事,,你亦唔可以有事,,記住呀~~我就係你身邊,,一定要信任我呀.....
仲有,,我暫時唔會係你面前喊...但係...唔可以話我無情ga^_^...

唔再需要,,我擁有好多好多,,但係我有好多都係唔需要ge~包括友情,,我好相信,,人一開始就係一個人...出世係一個人..死都係一個人...好多野都係攞唔走ge,,既然係咁,,不如早d放棄~或者係一d好無聊ge講法,,但係邊個會唔同意a??
有人講過:人擁有得愈多就愈唔捨得走.......但係,,我唔係咁諗,,既然都要走la~仲要咁多野黎做咩a...所以,,我同熊嘉怡,,又或者係更多人都唔會再係朋友......因為,,我有我ge信念
我本來想lock住呢個日記,,但係有d野始終都係清楚d好~~費事俾人誤會ama~既然決定左,,就係一直ge事~~
我知道會有人同我講,,點解你要咁做...但係我只可以講一句:我無能為力,,我做ge野係好有限,,去到我做唔到ge野...我會選擇放棄....就好似今次咁...你地唔好勸我,,我唔會改變...變ge只會係一d事同時間...
好多野都係冇得挽救ga~無謂為呢d事而傷神呢~~希望由聽日開始,,我會有一切新ge野,,最少同熊嘉怡唔好再見面la~