down

sometimes i really dislike you

you always blame for me

and annoy me for a long time

at the same time

i will feel depressed and upset

when i notice that i am out of your expectation

i know that you are going to encourage me

however, i can't control myself to be upset

because i am ashamed of myself

i feel so confused

.......

what's up?!

i am really tired

i get confused of my life

i want to get rid of the reality

i don't enjoy the life

i don't like working

sometimes, i feel lonely

and no one understanding me

it makes me feel frustrated

perhaps,i will lose myself one day

2008-09-12

 *已好久沒好好寫寫日記了

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發呆了幾分鐘

在掙扎,在思索

該寫什麼?!

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