Today is the start of new school year.

F1-F3,I can say that i have never worried about school live.

But this time....

Start of 334 ,many problem of relationship...

which all make me feel hard.

Inside the class,

I don't know how I could servive.

I will got mad!

HIM.

Almost the whole summer vacation I didn't talk about him.

Maybe many people Know HIM.

But I'll still keep his name as secret.

The whole summer vacation,

we gathered by music.

I almost think that I will take him as a friend.

But KAWAI let me know sth.

I tried my best to not so much concerned with this stuff.

With my lovely friends help,

I know that just my thought only,

I've choosen to wait.

Think of that is god wants me to due more with my books.

After 31/8 ,

HIM and I well back into friends.

But today's things happened makes me confused again.

Am I take a wrong choice?

Am I put too much notice on sth I shouldn't care about?

I got enough.

I pay much effod on what he think.

but i cann't guess out what he is thinkin'.

What can I do for this?!

Yes,

I am the losser now.

I feel tired.

Those days always caring HOW HETO ME makes me feel tired.

I need some rest.

But HOW can I try not to get in touch with him?

My Dear God,

Are you playing tricks on me again and again??