actually i just feel insecure. everytime when u no mood. u will say somethg that really hurts. then u would ask me to leave. like u never appreciate me. when we together. there're many problems actually. just we never say it out and solve it. the burdens in our heart really getting bigger and thats why we feel suffer. we started too fast and the time we really spend together is too little. u always have ur own frens n own life where im just through phone. ya. u would accompany me in sms almost every second. but that's why i feel very fake n insecure. and what really make me feel that way is. u never commit and gv me promise. yet. u hv always said that we wont be long and may not together in the future. thats not what i want. i gave u everything n hope tht u would appreciate me for life. i hope u get what i mean. i dont wanna loose u either. actually what i wanna tell u last night is this. but i dont knw how to start it. i hope u understand. i will wait for ur call if u still love me.