[我最愛的哥哥,,很快我便會到你的那處去..]

雖然不知到你就樣想,,但我仍然深愛著你,,現在我只是很想知道你是否仍然深愛著我,,

這就是我現在最想知到的事,,自分手後,,有很多事我都有時不敢說,,因為我真的很怕你會再次離去我,,我唔敢同你講呀,,好驚好驚會冇左你..

成日都亂發你皮氣真係好對唔住呀,,我知我好小氣,,我知你1定係好唔終意我咁,,我亦都知我應承過你,,我會改,,我有,,但係有時我都唔想嬲..但係我始終都驚你係因為我果1次既唔開心先同番我1齊呀,,可能你唔明我點諗啦,,你已經冇左好多對我既顧慮喇,,你以前有好多嫁,,如果我同你講分手,,你1定會喊著口咁同我講,,BB唔好!!但係你E家就好似好冇所謂咁,,有時,,我真係好想做下你,,好想知道你係點樣諗我嫁,,呢個係我既願望呀!!

唔知18歲我仲可唔可以同你1齊去日本,,搵我既哥哥呢??

你話過會同我1輩子嫁,,係唔係呀??

我唔想你口講無"朋"呀!!我陣係想呢輩子都同你1齊,,我冇其他非份之想,,我相信咁唔算過份,,

希望你會睇到我呢篇DIARY啦,,我想講既我諗我已經都講晒喇..

仲有呀我今日比人話完真係好唔開心好唔鋸嫁,,

你竟然1句安慰既說話都冇,,陣係叫我唔好咁敏,,你冇其他??

我好需要你既關心呀,,你知唔知呀??我唔知你想我點,,但係我想既就陣係你可以好似以前咁錫我更多更多,,
過份嘛??
不如你聽日唔好番工呀!!我地去睇戲呀,,

老公我愛你,,我講左咁多呢D野,,希望你唔好唔開心啦,,因為呢D全部都係我想同你講既野黎嫁..

很想你寵我多1些,,L0vE y0U Extremely!!>3<

哥哥請記得不要與團員門鬥氣,,[KEITA哥哥的]請等我..

今日又要上班了,,真係覺得好累呢,,-0-''

今朝比可愛又靚也既老公仔嘈醒左,,之後諗住同佢去食極品海皇粥,,

點知正出門口的時候,,WATER就打黎叫我去借貨,,唉~~之後去左攞,,就搭車去左老公仔'S MUM同,,

 佢'S MUM話要同佢飲茶,,但係佢又話要食粥,,之後就決定左去食粥LU~

佢媽咪仲幫我地找埋數添..呵,,雖然有點不好意思,,但係算啦,,第時請番佢食,,

之後就番左去公司,,*雖然今日比人掉左隻鞋,,得番1隻,,但係唔緊要,,好彩我搵到1對人人都話係''亞姐級既鞋"..對鞋果然可以稱為「亞姐級」呀,,著到我痛X死,,2隻腳指公痛到死撚左,,

終意都比我捱到放工,,

我就同老公去左搵佢D FD!!

之後就番左我屋企玩電腦,,

到到,,9:OOP.M點到,,DA卜3叫我去陪HE1,,佢生日,,佢係壽星女呀,,

雖然陪左1陣,,又要自己1個番黎屋企,,但係唔緊要啦,,我又咁攰,,當番屋企抖下,,

雖然冇人陪我,,不過唔緊要,,[又去左打波,,張我F0rGeT了T^T..]唔終意,,唔終意..

PS:明天也要繼續賺錢了..＊*

今日有好多人同我地2個1齊踩單車,,

有成10個咁多呀..全部都係男仔,,都係家杰D FD黎嫁,,得我1個女仔咋,,

不過,,都玩得幾開心既,,雖然1舨好玩,,但係都實現左我今日既願望,,-----------------就係到我既老公1齊玩呀,,

我愛你呀..

我會聽晒你既話嫁喇,,>3<

今天老公大概係6點幾[P.M]既時候,,係佢屋企個樓梯到,,送左朵今莎花比我,,佢仲話想摺好多好多比我嫁,,不過冇咁多張紙,,果張紙仲係我食過果粒黎嫁,,跟住落到樓下,,佢仲同我求婚呀,,終意都嫁得出喇,,佢仲話佢講真嫁,,唔知係唔係呢..

不過,,我真係好開心,,但係唔知佢會唔會有進1步既行動又或者係表示呢,,??

佢琴日佢仲因為MC拖住我隻手玩,,搞到佢自己係咁發洩係張床到,,[係咁打張床呀,,]我仲係咁喊添呀,,

其實我真係好受佢嫁,,我好驚佢唔知囉,,

今日佢仲以為我唔理佢添呀,,我都好唔開心呀,,但係我要係到同你講呀,,

鄭家杰,,我真係好愛你嫁,,希望你唔好再亂諗呀,,我希望自己可以做丁你輩子既女人,,同你結婚同生寶寶,,

我地會好幸福嫁,,你要知道呀,,

我希望你有D咩唔開心同會同我1齊分享,,分金同味呀,,>3<

我愛你呀,,我會比信心你,,你都要比信心我呀,,

家杰....我愛你呀>3<

1切結束了,,

你我現已結束了1切,,

不管你怎樣,,我也決定了,,選擇了這個決定,,

3個多月以來,,令你帶給了這麼多的麻煩,,真的對不起啊!!!!

無論如何,,多謝你照顧了我這麼久,,在我今天離開你的時候,,我之前所對你的感情,,全都是真心的,,

沒有任何說謊,,