I don't know why...Today i am very bored.....

At 11AM, siu ming found me to have lunch with her in KT@@.

Now we got into a big trouble. I can not run away because it is caused by me...

what can i do???

From the begining of the this blog, my xanga becomes useless. I don t want to get into trouble caused by my xanga.In spite of no one watch this blog, i don t care now. Because it is only for me . I need not consider others feeling.

Today mother stayed at home.She are so nagging....

Today I go to the church for blessing.I said hi to them, but no one replied me. Fine, I wait your improvement.

The topic is so simple, but pang pang asked me the main question:

Why do i do not believe the god?

I don t know how to answer it. It may be caused by too much confidence.God, can you help me to know more about you?

I argued with siu ming last night.The topic is about 'leave'.

I see her view , but i don t totally agree with her. Although it may be wrong, we can do nothing to stop it or change it. We only can change our mind to think optimistically.

I am too uselss. I don t know how to solve the problem in blessing. i just can wait for a  miracle...

Someoen told me a joke which let me can t stop laughing!! I can t believe that he is extremely shameless. I think he is quick stupid that ask this foolish question.

Now i know more about blessing. Most of them are too childish. Everyone also has their own problem. I wait for their improvement. Can i testify the GOD by them??

Today i start to study the Ielts again, but my heart hasn t come back. I can not concentrate my attention on efficiency.

I hope tomorrow will be better...It is my second time to quiz in ielts. I can not loss again!!

Tonight I swam with +ho and pollux . It made me so tired and happy, but i don t like only 3 boys... it is too boring.Now I hate the livelihood without girls......

In spite of I need to settle so many disputes, my life will be more stimulative.

Tonight I have a dinner with 26 people which are my 5b classmates.

When we studied in 5b, we may have some disputes and boycott someone, but now ,we are more friendly than before.

I think it is because we calm down now .No one remember the disputes.

We also know where is the problem we have. It may be caused by our improvement. We all have grown to maturity.

Now I love all of them genuinely .

In the church, I think we also can stop arguing by this two reasons.If someone ask to leave blessing,I won t stop him.

Because it may gives us a chance to calm down. Also, we may grow up after a period to become maturity . I hope this day comes faster !

Compared with them ,i am suprised that my acadamic result is not bad. i think i am better than the average level. In 5b, my result of study was quite poor,but now ...everythings have changed. No one will look down on me again.