哈....一年了....終於有機會比我同佢講一句...


個感覺好奇怪...唔知點解...好似...有D唔開心咁...


可能係因為...佢話唔想講野吧...
同埋又厄我話自己唔舒服 [唔知係真定係假...=( ]

其實...我都唔知應該講咩好...
因為真係太耐冇講過了...
所以我都好驚/.....


唉~唔知啦...希望...
everyone can be happy=]

近排聽左首歌好正....
叫<<夠鍾>>

突別係歌詞!!!

像我這樣
成就或太牽強
而像你這樣 每一位也心癢
清楚 你未暗示我 是我幻想
給我想太多 導致內傷
迷藥快過 回復正常


夠鐘死心了
當你沉默得高調
當得我歷劫低潮
為何尚要打擾
過幾多通宵 至肯醒覺才願退燒
愛不了 卻偏走不了 別說笑

沒有感受 靈魂被你拖走
纏在你左右 我乞討等接收
風沙撲面我未怕 為你暴走
驚覺只有沙 沒有綠洲
還是放棄 無謂獻醜


夠鐘死心了
當你沉默得高調
當得我歷劫低潮
為何尚要騷擾
過幾多通宵  至肯醒覺才願退燒
愛不了 卻偏走不了 沒救了

一蹶不振的我從今起好應該自量
面對高貴漂亮的扮相別妄想高攀得到金獎
何事落到這收場
枯死在你的手上
風花月似戲一場
遺容你瞻仰壯觀得誇張
你可會流著淚冥想
最終你 吐出這一句 別勉強

心情還是這樣....
低落AND低落....
我還是不明白....


算啦...可能個天唔想我這樣吧....
苦苦堅持....

過去了...原來真係唔可以返返轉頭...
冇得話返就返...

Hi-Chew依舊...但味道全非...          明白了

Hi-Chew...係我心目中...
有唔同GE回憶...

可惜的是...已經冇得返返過去了,,,

Before yesterday...All the things kept constant...
However...yesterday was the most painful day...
My love...told me that we should just keep as a
good friend...I was shocked...I thought she was annoyed by me...
It was the painful day...
I cried...and the tears is sour...
Now...I just hope she can live happily....

Moreover...I become a trouble-maker...
I cannot make the people around me a little happier...
even they become unhappier....

My present is unnesscary....
Just leave this world will be OK...

Sorry about that..

我諗...一直以黎...真係我自己傻...自以為事...
我一直都估錯野...
原來真係一埸誤會...
哈...或者...我已經對[等]厭倦了
我覺得[等]...係最痛苦ge過程...


安靜    

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴 安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我 也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開
你要我說多難堪 我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份 包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多 我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開 我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份 安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你


***[我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你]***


我要向我一個好好友道歉...佢一直以黎都對我好好...
但係我唔惜珍惜...我唔可以承受自己ge衰野...
我覺得自己好衰...好cheap...雖然你一直都好包容我...
但係對不起...我真係承受不來...
或者應該咁講...我高攀唔起去有你呢個朋友....

講到呢度...我都覺得自己好cheap...所以我都明白點解事情會這樣...
好開心曾經同你有一段這樣好的關係...
SORRY...

***[朋友們...當你擁有的時候...要好好珍惜...]***
***[不要到錯過了才後悔...]***

呢幾排又有好多野發生左...
知道左好多野...
但係...個心...卻多左好多個問號...
究竟佢點諗...
好感...與鍾意是一件什麼回事?
有好感...就代表鍾意嗎?
你個心究竟點....
我個宏願...可以實現嗎?
唔知道...當然...我想佢實現...
我只你想知...你點諗



好了....讀書吧=]
冇時間了....
好多唔識...= =
想點?
想你立即消失!!!
好了///
努力吧...朋友們!!


 

我...決定左....
去做一個衰人...我唔想這樣...
我決定了....同一個好CARE我GE人疏遠....
我唔知點解會咁...但係我只能講一句SORRY...
係因為咩原因...我都仲未知...
就當我最後才明白...


我知道...佢一路係度扮睇唔到我GE  MESSAGE...
佢好想同我好似以前咁...一齊玩...一齊開心....
但係因為某些理由令到我要這樣....
其實我好驚...我好驚這樣....但係...逼不得已...

我想回到過去...但火花不等人...

好多人都以為我係一個好人...一個專搞GAG ge人...但係唔好比呢D野蒙蔽...
只是一個普通人...一個以自己利益行頭GE人...
對於個個好CARE我GE人...
對不起...你的美...我不配...

It' s too late.....

***[It is too difficult for me holdthis relationship]***
***[It's all my problem]***
***[Please don't be sad]***
***[I don't like you sad...I like you to be happy]***
***[Have a good life!]***
***[It is happy to know you and to be with you]***

今日同呀翠兒傾左好耐野....
唉~~又係咁...以為有希望...點知都係失望...
真係超無奈...

不過同佢傾左一陣計,,,明白左d野....
我已經有左決定....

我會先應付左個會考先...但係我亦會暗暗裡做d野...
我會兩邊一齊進行!!!

希望個天可以比多次機會我...
一次...一次就得架啦....
我真係好想可以好似以前咁...
所以希望同學們唔好再誤會我同[古人]啦...
我地冇野的....我唔想傳到比佢聽...我驚佢以為我變左心!!
到時就中招..!!

所以希望朋友們唔好再傳!!

希望我可以成功啦....
與此同時...希望朗軒能夠渡過呢個難關!!!!!

比多一次機會我啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

唉~~見LOLLY係咁叫我寫返QOOZA...
就寫返啦...

唉~~MUSIC  DAY初賽...超無奈...真係[多得]LOLLY!

呢排...唔係溫書...就係溫書...真係...唉~就死得...
而加已經係生命線邊緣...
真係呢...
唔識講...-____-


近排比班人傳...唉~~
佢地都搞笑GE...我又點會同嗰個人有野呢...
好心佢地就唔好亂講啦...因間我比人打架會!!
其實應該一睇就知啦..我都襯唔起佢...點會一齊到...
佢地真係搞怪...


                                                                 ***[It's too difficult for me to hold thisrelation ship with you]***
                                                                 ***[It's time to end this relatonship]***

          尋日...我前女友ge best friend好似有野想同我講...
但係..好可恉..佢比第二個fd叫走左....

哈...就係咁..我就囉囉暖..覺都訓唔到...哈...
真係痴線架!-__-
可能...真係念念不忘..哈..搞笑的...
想點...-___-

佢好似...仲鍾意我..
唉~真係思覺失調...= =

 今日打風....唉~又冇左一日返學...真係悶透!!!
QOOZA成日都中毒...點得架!!搞到我又寫返日記lu...
應該又會同QOOZA告一段落...
係咪好花心呢...我都覺...無論我處理咩事都好...我都係咁...
鍾意時就寫...唔鍾意就唔寫...SO DOG呢...
唉~今日都唔知有咩好做...

唉~我都唔知自己係咪真係放低左....
我好驚會再諗返以前GE野...因為個心會好痛好痛...
算了...
既然唔知...就交比個天...唔好搞到我便可以...
努力讀書算了...

可能呢D野唔係好適合我..