我發覺我個心態好複雜...........唔知點解個心係想著一個人, 但又對另一個好關心............而想著個個自己明知係無可能但都要去想, 亦深知唔係算鍾意, 只係傾慕.........但對另外一個ge 關心石能因為我同佢識得太耐, 知佢性格, 係要人關心.........但好明顯我係對所有朋友都會係咁.............就算好多人同我講佢唔係一個真心對我ge 朋友, 但我都係對佢最好.......可以係話無微不至...我朋友仲話你成個佢女朋友咁.....................點解會對佢咁好???但我亦好清楚我唔係鍾意佢...............而佢亦都唔會同我一齊.....佢GE 一個電話可以令我好擔心佢...好關心佢..............唉.........夠LA............我唔想再對佢咁好....對佢好即係對我自己差..............但最後我都係輸左俾佢..........

                                         而成日想著個個都未試過咁..........就算以前男朋友都唔會咁樣成日只係想著佢, 想見到佢........但我唔想次次都係我約佢..........口講話討厭佢...但個心又好想見到佢.......只要一眼就夠, 就算佢唔知...............但係鍾意MA???好想知道佢GE 事........但又唔打俾佢.............好想同佢影相............但無做到.......一想到做咩都想搵佢............但我可以同自己講唔係佢.................

                               由十月開始我個心就係咁........我好想當十月所發生個一件事無發生過...............唔係你一個電話我就唔出黎...我就唔會聽到你同我講GE 野...............如果另外個個唔係去左第二度咁我就唔會呢個人出左去.............但亦都可能因為咁而令我明白就算佢係人地眼中係幾差都好.....佢對我都好好........因為你應承過我GE 野都會做...........就算你病..............

                             但無論點都好我曾經同呢兩個人所過GE 生日都好開心, 可能係佢地心目中只係一件好普通GE 事, 但係我度已經好開心..........可能因為未試過............真係

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