I'm wandering the town all light off. I don't know where I'm leaving for. The muddy rain start to fall on me. And I'm walking down to subway. I can't see all around me. Get me out of here. Talk to me if someone is in this darkness. I'm out of my head. Out of my mind, tell me where I'm what's going on, oh please. Something is hiding me off. Is this the wall of my heart. I have been lost so many things I've got. For long time I've been searching for my way. I carry on, Carry on... I'm spiting to their ugly heart to this so stood world. Every day I forbear to fall the tears don't wanna be down. Every night hurt is so deep in my heart. Is this my life. Oh! Show me please. The wall close to me. It's so painful. Stop it! Is there someone to help me. Please get me out there. Oh! get me out! Dead or alive, No place to run. Get it settled once and for all. Dead or alive, Can't live in the past. Only one way to live. Give my heart finished blow. If I could only turn my back, let me do screaming high. Squeeze the throes of death from me. It comes here the blame I'd done before. Fall on me as if it grow in my brain. The ugly side of myself tears me up. At this time I can't go back. Give my heart finishing blow if I could run from the past. Let me go screaming high. Disclose feeling inside of me. Dead or alive, Can't live in the past. Only one way to live. Give my heart finishing blow. If I could only turn my back, let me do screaming high. Squeeze the throes of death from me. The fight is over. The mad rain had gone past over me. Blood is flowing down. Tear is flowing down. Now I'm alive and I'm walking to the town again…

Drummer, pianist and X JAPAN band leader, Yoshiki, will undergo neck surgery on Monday, July 27, 2009 at the Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, Beverly Hills, CA. Dr. Neel Anand, Director of the Cedars-Sinai Spine Center, will perform a cervical foraminotomy.

Due to his intense drumming style, Yoshiki developed a worsening of his neck pain and left hand numbness over the past month, affecting his music performance. His condition has been evaluated by doctors in the U.S. and Japan. Yoshiki underwent a spinal x-ray series, an MRI of the spine, and an EMG. After seeking second and third opinions on the diagnosis and treatment, he concluded that the foraminotomy was necessary for the cervical foraminal stenosis.

Yoshiki's primary physician at the Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, Dr. Tommy H. Tomizawa (UCLA Assistant Professor), states that he will need a few weeks to recover from the surgery and a month or more of rehabilitation. If his condition does not improve over the next several months, laminectomy, discectomy and spinal fusion would be considered. Artificial disc placement would be another treatment of choice.

Yoshiki努力呀!!

失敗並不可怕，可能是另一個走向成功的機會。