I realize everyone changes, it's a part of growing up I leave lasting impressions. Life goes on and everything happens for a reason. Over all i can't complain. I love my life and wouldn't have it any other way. Laugh when you can apologize, when you should and let go of what you can't change.
I really could care less what people say about me or what they think about me...obviously they have nothing better to talk about. Play hard, forget quickly, take chances and give everything i have, and have no regrets. Sometimes good things fall apart so that better things will fall together.
I have learned that you should live your life one day at a time. I used to be locked up in this world where everything was someone elses way. I am my own person and i will do exactly as i please no questions asked and i damn sure don't need an approval.
Laugh as hard as you can. Cry when you feel like crying. And learn everything that you possibly can. Your family is your my world cherish the time you have to spend with them. Love like you have never loved before, even though sometimes it doesn't turn out the way you wanted it too, remember that there are plenty of people who love you and want you in there lives and they would do anything to help you instead of holding you down and pushing you away until you break. Have the time of your life.
At my age I have experienced the worst kind of people and situations but i keep my head up because i realized that those people were only trying to make me be someone who i am not. And not only that but i have realized to move on and be a stronger and gracious person. Knowing now that what i had in the past was just episodes and addictions i didnt need anymore. I believe that everything happens for a reason, people change so that I must learn to let go. Things go wrong so that I can appreciate them when they are right. I believe lies so that you can eventually learn to trust no one but myself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Everyday gets easier and easier to let the people i loved and the friends i used to have in the past go. I am a new person now & I am looking forward to the future.
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