lose ~
what I am thinking about ?
hate ? anger ?
what I am doing ? why my life always like that ?
I was do many thing right ~
and help many people !
but I got nothing ~
just nothing ~
so in the love
I just waiting , sad , waiting and sad ~
always like that !
but my friends ~
is easy to be a affection
but me ?
I just find find find find
waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting
and sad sad sad sad !
so I always sad of ending
I'll find a new one
but now I can't breath
I don't know my self
is love her or like her and
I dunno I love one or many
I hate my fucking self !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and my fucking life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |